Method Chosen

[woundedwarrier]

I am choosing to CTB by the SN method. Once everything arrives I'm going to take it in my dorm room at my college. I'm on the track team, and have two a day practices, so my coaches will be wondering where I am, but it'll take at least a day before they actually check my room for me. I feel at peace knowing that relatively soon I will be gone. I do feel bad for leaving my family + friends + boyfriend, however I don't want to live my life struggling with my bipolar & suicidal thoughts anymore.

My only question is, will Meclizine be a strong enough antiemetic? If not, please point me in the direction for a different one. I live in the United States FYI.

 

[FuneralCry]

You are not supposed to post the names of SN sources, it says at the top of the forum list. I am sorry that you are suffering, I know that it is hard to carry on when you cannot take anymore of this life. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[ClaudeKersey]

Just wondering, why don't you simply tell your coaches you are feeling under the weather and have them leave you alone?

 

[woundedwarrier]

Just wondering, why don't you simply tell your coaches you are feeling under the weather and have them leave you alone?

It would only work for a day or two. I have two- a day practices (lifting, and then actual running practice), so they wouldn't allow me to miss a lot of practices because it's a collegiate sport, and they expect a lot. I would definitely have enough time to do everything without getting interrupted + without telling them i'm sick because I don't want my dead body sitting in my room for longer than it has to, I also would like my family, and boyfriend to know that I passed so that they aren't going days without getting a response from me.

You are not supposed to post the names of SN sources, it says at the top of the forum list. I am sorry that you are suffering, I know that it is hard to carry on when you cannot take anymore of this life. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

Thank you for the response, and thank you for for the wish. It's been super hard to carry on so I think this is the right decision.

 

[Shu]

Bump.. also trying to source Meto. Wish you the best of luck whatever choice you make.