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SomewhereNew

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I don't really know what to say without sounding schizophrenic but I met biblical demons today not something you can see with your eyes but through a feeling and telepathic presence find God while there is still time I'm 1000% sure there are demons and hopefully angels I haven't met or been influenced by them yet as if they are in hiding. Find God while there is still time I no longer what to ctb because I'm convinced that's what the devil wants. The fight between good and evil is beyond our realm as if we are 2d and the spiritual war is on a 3d platform. I'm not pushing any religion find what God means to you. All love
 
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you say "not to sound schizophrenic" and i don't mean this rudely but you kinda do (not just like the subject but the very disorganised communication style and stuff like that) again i dont mean this as an insult or to like say you didnt like experience that or anything just like idk something to think about
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

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I'm not going to sit here and tell you demons aren't real because I believe such things are at least possible to exist, but what I will tell you is that your faith in God is totally misplaced. Ask yourself, why do demons exist? Why does the devil exist? The blame all goes back to God. There is no fight between evil, there is only evil running wild and free while God sits on his ass doing nothing to fix it, after having created the evil to begin with.

Also, why would the devil want people to end their lives but not God? The reason people do it is because their lives are misery and they are trying to escape their suffering. Why would the devil want people to escape their suffering? Perhaps you are going to tell me that there is no escape, the devil just intercepts people's souls and drags them into hell, which means more suffering after death, but if that is true, why doesn't God intervene so that people who end their lives go to heaven or are granted the nonexistence they desire?

Why doesn't God just snap his fingers and erase the devil and demons from existence if that is the case? Surely he must be powerful enough to do so, unless he just doesn't give a shit because he's evil himself.

I'm sure you mean well so I won't start a fight in this thread like I've done in others, but at least ask yourself these questions that I asked you. If you do, you will realize that I am correct.
 
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I'm not going to sit here and tell you demons aren't real because I believe such things are at least possible to exist, but what I will tell you is that your faith in God is totally misplaced. Ask yourself, why do demons exist? Why does the devil exist? The blame all goes back to God. There is no fight between evil, there is only evil running wild and free while God sits on his ass doing nothing to fix it, after having created the evil to begin with.

Also, why would the devil want people to end their lives but not God? The reason people do it is because their lives are misery and they are trying to escape their suffering. Why would the devil want people to escape their suffering? Perhaps you are going to tell me that there is no escape, the devil just intercepts people's souls and drags them into hell, which means more suffering after death, but if that is true, why doesn't God intervene so that people who end their lives go to heaven or are granted the nonexistence they desire?

Why doesn't God just snap his fingers and erase the devil and demons from existence if that is the case? Surely he must be powerful enough to do so, unless he just doesn't give a shit because he's evil himself.

I'm sure you mean well so I won't start a fight in this thread like I've done in others, but at least ask yourself these questions that I asked you. If you do, you will realize that I am correct.

I've also considered we live in a lower realm and we are ruled by an evil omniscient god but who's to really say at the end of the day. Also I didn't give you enough details about my life for you to conclude my faith is misplaced. Thanks for sharing though.
 
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I've also considered we live in a lower realm and we are ruled by an evil omniscient god but who's to really say at the end of the day. Also I didn't give you enough details about my life for you to conclude my faith is misplaced. Thanks for sharing though.

I don't need to know details about your life. Everyone who has faith in God has misplaced it.

@SomewhereNew I don't know why you're laughing at me. I will explain my reasoning if you like.
 
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I want to hear more about it. What specifically happened at what stage of life and what was like the presence you felt? Are you no longer feeling the suicidal?
 
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Have you watched Hereditary? You might like it. It sent me down the rabbit hole of doing a lot of research about demons and angels. Both are the same thing. By the way, I don't believe they exist.

Do you know how insignificant we would be to creatures like that? There's no reason for them to have any interest in us.

But it's definitely interesting as a topic to be discussed and the mythology is pretty cool.
 
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What did they look like?

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turned_to_one

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sorry you do sound schizophrenic, and not just due to the topic. you could be talking about apples and your delivery of the content would clock similarly.

could be worth looking into. maybe chat with someone professional who specializes in schizophrenia. they'll disagree with me if you're not
 
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I'm not going to sit here and tell you demons aren't real because I believe such things are at least possible to exist, but what I will tell you is that your faith in God is totally misplaced. Ask yourself, why do demons exist? Why does the devil exist? The blame all goes back to God. There is no fight between evil, there is only evil running wild and free while God sits on his ass doing nothing to fix it, after having created the evil to begin with.

Also, why would the devil want people to end their lives but not God? The reason people do it is because their lives are misery and they are trying to escape their suffering. Why would the devil want people to escape their suffering? Perhaps you are going to tell me that there is no escape, the devil just intercepts people's souls and drags them into hell, which means more suffering after death, but if that is true, why doesn't God intervene so that people who end their lives go to heaven or are granted the nonexistence they desire?

Why doesn't God just snap his fingers and erase the devil and demons from existence if that is the case? Surely he must be powerful enough to do so, unless he just doesn't give a shit because he's evil himself.

I'm sure you mean well so I won't start a fight in this thread like I've done in others, but at least ask yourself these questions that I asked you. If you do, you will realize that I am correct.
god didnt create evil we did and it is our job to fix it
 
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Lost in a Dream

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god didnt create evil we did and it is our job to fix it
How did we create evil? I never created anything so what do I even have to fix? How would I even go about doing that? I don't have magical god powers. What BS.
 
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I don't really know what to say without sounding schizophrenic but I met biblical demons today
You sound panicked to me. Agree that evil exists. Sorry for what you are going though. I hope you can be calm and feel safe again
 
crisiscentr

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How did we create evil? I never created anything so what do I even have to fix? How would I even go about doing that? I don't have magical god powers. What BS.
in a biblical sense we did create evil by choosing free will. you dont need magical powers to fight against evil, do good in the world and help others. i understand it is a uphill battle but you need to keep hope and have faith, it doesnt have to be in god or jesus but have faith in your people, the world can be a better place.
 
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god didnt create evil we did and it is our job to fix it
while I certainly agree on the first point, given that humans have been corrupted by evil and selfishness, there will always be evil until the end~ However, while we're stuck here, we should do our best to be good and spread goodness~
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

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Feb 22, 2020
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in a biblical sense we did create evil by choosing free will. you dont need magical powers to fight against evil, do good in the world and help others. i understand it is a uphill battle but you need to keep hope and have faith, it doesnt have to be in god or jesus but have faith in your people, the world can be a better place.

I'm doing my best but it doesn't seem like enough ya know?
 
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Lost in a Dream

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its a tough battle man i know but things can be really good if you fight hard enough

I think you're completely wrong though, about God not being at fault for all the evil that exists. You can't blame people for wild animals eating each other alive, that is his fault, not ours. Ask yourself, if humans choosing free will is the reason evil exists, then why is it that animals have to suffer when it should ONLY be humans suffering? You can't explain that I bet.

Things will never be good enough, no matter how hard I fight. You probably mean well but you are clearly mistaken about everything. I don't have faith in anything and I never will because to me, faith and delusion are literally the same thing.
 
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Awesomefoid67

Awesomefoid67

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Sep 10, 2024
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sorry you do sound schizophrenic, and not just due to the topic. you could be talking about apples and your delivery of the content would clock similarly.

could be worth looking into. maybe chat with someone professional who specializes in schizophrenia. they'll disagree with me if you're not
i agree especially cus i know some people who are schizophrenic or have other similar disorders and its very similar to this (also just like textbook signs tbh)
 
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you say "not to sound schizophrenic" and i don't mean this rudely but you kinda do (not just like the subject but the very disorganised communication style and stuff like that) again i dont mean this as an insult or to like say you didnt like experience that or anything just like idk something to think about
I get where you're coming from I did sound a little out there after looking back at this but it was
I don't need to know details about your life. Everyone who has faith in God has misplaced it.
So why are you here bro
I want to hear more about it. What specifically happened at what stage of life and what was like the presence you felt? Are you no longer feeling the suicidal?
I saw grimacing faces in my minds eye, human mind you, and I recognized the same eyes through people I've seen in person. Always people looking deeply into my soul almost always through random interactions the eyes never lie. Yes unfortunately I do feel suicidal again. I have felt that way for 14 years so it's no surprise it resurfaced the next day.
 
SomewhereNew

SomewhereNew

idk
Nov 2, 2025
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i agree especially cus i know some people who are schizophrenic or have other similar disorders and its very similar to this (also just like textbook signs tbh)

I have my reasons. Clearly we will never agree on whether or not God is the villain here so I'm moving on. Best of luck to you.

Like you said you don't care to know about my life so why should I care to make myself agree with you. Have a great day man.
 
Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

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Feb 22, 2020
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Like you said you don't care to know about my life so why should I care to make myself agree with you. Have a great day man.

I never said I didn't care, you are misquoting me. You are more than welcome to share details of your life if you want and I will read your post, but regardless of what you say, I will always despise God for being the creator of evil that he clearly is.
 
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SomewhereNew

idk
Nov 2, 2025
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I never said I didn't care, you are misquoting me. You are more than welcome to share details of your life if you want and I will read your post, but regardless of what you say, I will always despise God for being the creator of evil that he clearly is.
I never said I didn't care, you are misquoting me. You are more than welcome to share details of your life if you want and I will read your post, but regardless of what you say, I will always despise God for being the creator of evil that he clearly is.

Why do you believe that he is? Is it because he doesn't work miracles for people's free will or perhaps allowing cancer to grow in children or my aunt that got cancer twice but yet never smoked one cigarette in her life. As far as I know the most evil in this world that I've experienced in my life was through other human beings actions directly, who are at the end of the day just animals that have the ability to articulate their thoughts into words. I'm curious why you despise God.
I posted a reply but it didn't send. Why do you believe he is evil? Because he allows child cancer? Surely not because he doesn't intervene in our free will and bad choices. I meet evil people everyday but I think maybe God just doesn't get involved. The biblical God that drown humans in the past by the thousands and rained hellfire supposedly. Yeah I don't know why he would do that if at the end of the day we are just animals that can better articulate our thoughts and speech and evolved to do so
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
2,042
Why do you believe that he is? Is it because he doesn't work miracles for people's free will or perhaps allowing cancer to grow in children or my aunt that got cancer twice but yet never smoked one cigarette in her life. As far as I know the most evil in this world that I've experienced in my life was through other human beings actions directly, who are at the end of the day just animals that have the ability to articulate their thoughts into words. I'm curious why you despise God.
I posted a reply but it didn't send. Why do you believe he is evil? Because he allows child cancer? Surely not because he doesn't intervene in our free will and bad choices. I meet evil people everyday but I think maybe God just doesn't get involved. The biblical God that drown humans in the past by the thousands and rained hellfire supposedly. Yeah I don't know why he would do that if at the end of the day we are just animals that can better articulate our thoughts and speech and evolved to do so

You listed some very good reasons for me to hate him for sure. Children and your aunt getting cancer are excellent reasons. Also, the evil that humans do is another reason. He should be able to stop it from happening. The fact that he doesn't tells me that God only respects the free will of the perpetrators, while the victims of their actions don't get to have any kind of free will whatsoever. Why doesn't he protect their will to not be harmed?

Why doesn't God put a stop to human trafficking? Why doesn't he put a stop to child molestation and strike down potential child abusers with lightning before they can act on their sick fantasies? Why does he sit by and do nothing while wild animals eat each other alive and farmed animals get tortured in factory farming? He could fix all of that with the snap of his fingers, but he doesn't. The fact that he refuses to get involved tells me that he is either useless at best, or he wants the evil to happen because he's either sadistic or doesn't give a shit.

I have very, very good reasons to hate God. I'm going to assume that for you personally, your life got better and that's why you want to live again. I understand wanting to give God credit for that, but it makes no sense why he would do something good for you while ignoring the pain and misery of many others who never get any kind of help whatsoever. Seems to me that when he DOES perform a miracle or two here and there, he's merely feeding you the scraps from his table just so you will develop Stockholm Syndrome and feed into his narcissism by joining his fan club.

Hopefully now you understand where I'm coming from. I meant no disrespect towards you, just wanted to say what was on my mind. I'm moving on for now so best of luck to you.
 
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