It is possible to feel relief.
There is a version of you that can survive life without being so sad.
Life do sucks. But you don't have to suffer all the time. It can be bearable, even without being immensely happy, you can feel some enthusiasm for stuff.
Don't trust your mind. If you are going to ctb, you need to be sure you aren't under a temporary spell of depression.
It is not ALWAYS so bad.
There is a version of you that can survive life without being so sad.
Life do sucks. But you don't have to suffer all the time. It can be bearable, even without being immensely happy, you can feel some enthusiasm for stuff.
Don't trust your mind. If you are going to ctb, you need to be sure you aren't under a temporary spell of depression.
It is not ALWAYS so bad.
