My brain likes to give me all sorts of pep talks. Here's an example of what's in my head 24/7. This morning when I woke up, the first thought was why didn't you fucking die in your sleep you fat ugly piece of shit. You know what, you're the most worthless person on the planet. Everyone fucking hates you just as much as you hate yourself. You should fucking die. Don't you wanna fucking die. Look at this fucked up world, it's your fault. You existing makes this world fucked up. Everyone would be better off without you. Quit whining about your depression, you know it will never get better. Those people that say they love you, hate you. You should of never been born. Didn't you just buy a gun? Why haven't you used it yet. What are you waiting for. You dumb piece of shit use it. Kill yourself. End your pain you fucking pussy. Go hang off something, go crash your car just fucking do something to die. You add nothing to the world. You're lazy, I hate you. Why as a brain was I assigned to your worthless ass. You should blow me outta your head. That will shut me up, it's the only thing that will shut me up fucker. C'mon, blow me out, do it. I fucking hate you.
Aw, I love you too brain.
Aw, I love you too brain.
