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Your main reason to CTB?

  • Mental Illness (Depression, Anxiety, Schizo & others)

  • Physical Illness (Chronic Pain, Disabled & others)

  • Life/Social Conditions (Poverty, Bad Appearance, Broken Heart & others)

  • Other


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Starchaser

Starchaser

Student
Oct 8, 2019
116
I saw a member suggesting this thread/poll yesterday and I got curious how it would go
Your main reason to do the "thing"

Feel free to give more details on comments
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,157
I went with other as a "all of the above" type answer. It's all just a myriad of fuckery.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,615
In my case, I simply do not see my life as being worth living. I do not want to live in a world where there is so much suffering and I prefer the sound of non existence. For me life itself is the problem. I find life to be very depressing and it is not something that I want to experience. To me, the thought of living until an old age is horrifying. My existence is very miserable and things will only ever get worse. Escaping this world is what makes sense for me.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,648
physical health problem preventing me from living a normal life plus mental health problems schizophrenia
 
Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

Enlightened
Aug 28, 2021
1,360
Mental illness: Autassassinophillia

Physical illness: Old age
 
Red Scare

Red Scare

Wizard
Mar 1, 2022
647
All three. I am physically disabled, and in chronic pain... I have major depressive disorder and ptsd... and I am heartbroken, and my life circumstances have deteriorated.
 
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demuic

demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,384
A loathing of human civilization. A distate for life and all the suffering and inconveniences it offers. Incurable and constantly tormenting conditions. Constant isolation and alienation. Inability and refusal to adapt (to the demands of society or in general). Lack of desires or means to enact any desires. Anhedonia.
 
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symphony

symphony

surving hour-by-hour
Mar 12, 2022
779
I voted for mental illness. Thankfully I am physically healthy. My life circumstances suck but they haven't always been that way and degraded into their current state primarily as a direct result of my mental illness, so I decided not to vote for that.
 

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