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Notaname

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Jul 28, 2024
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I took a lot of medication on the 28th in hopes of burning myself down. I had no delusion that I would die that night. I took the most acetaminophen. I don't remember exactly how much. Resources online says that if anything is going to happen it will be in the 72-96 hours after ingestion period. So either tonight or the day after. Here's to hoping for death, even if it's painful and torture. I didn't throw up blood/have blood in stool which i hear is common. So most likely just gave the kidneys a run for their money sadly, but all the closer to death nonetheless. Wish I had taken way more... Feel like I made a mistake by not taking more.
 
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I'm sorry to hear that. It's been a few days now. Are you okay? How are you feeling?
 
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I just hope to cease existing as well, I hope you find the peace you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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Kidney failure isn't an instantaneous, or even near instantaneous, death. It takes at least months, even years, from its onset. And it will be anything but peaceful.
 
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lostintheloop

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It's your liver that acetaminophen mostly affects . If it kills you it would be by liver failure which will be slow and painful . But it really varies as some people die from smaller doses and others survive very large doses. Have you had any pain or jaundice (skin and whites of your eye turning yellow) as that would be main signs ? If you have any doubts then now would be the time to go to hospital before any irreversible damage that you could end up living to regret rather than dying.
 
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Unspoken7612

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Jul 14, 2024
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I'd suggest you speak to a doctor urgently. A very high dose can kill quickly, but it's much more likely, as others have said, that you take enough to do damage and maybe kill slowly, but certainly hurt.

Do you have the empty blister packets?
 
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Notaname

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I have a doctor appointment for unrelated reasons on the 5th. If they do a blood test and see it then so be it. Otherwise, I'm not getting tested or going to doctor. Slow painful inevitable death will just push me to exit bag ctb I hope. Damn SI. I haven't had any of the signs so I think we'll be waiting for this one if I'm still around. No tenderness in my abdomen, no jaundice, no hypertension. I've had headache and diarrhea, but those are also very common things. I also took a bunch of other meds that cause those things.
 

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