mania from a sudden wave of hope.

[JudasWolverton]

why the fuck now? I thought nevermind. I hope this lasts forever.

 

[Dejected 55]

I have grown to hate those random incidents of hope that pop up now and again when I think of something I hadn't exactly tried before and I have hope for a minute that maybe it will work... but then it doesn't... and I'm more depressed than ever because the lows are far worse than those temporary highs.

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

The only thing I enjoy about random mania, is how hard the crash is at the end. The dizzy numbing blinding pain is sheer bliss. A little deeper every time. I hope your wave of hope lasts forever.