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Jun 26, 2022
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Hiii. Anyone else used to wish death upon themselves when they would blow out their birthday candles, have a stray eyelash, see a shooting star, pull apart a wishbone, see 11:11 on a clock, etc. That used to be my only wish when I encountered those scenarios growing up. I've since stopped wishing. But I consistently wished I was dead for sooo many years (I still do, just minus the superstitious reasons to think it) . Just curious if anyone else used to do that!
 
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Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
I never really celebrated my birthday, my house is a sad place where nothing has ever been celebrated.
 
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Messgram

Meaningless struggle
Dec 30, 2021
202
If we're already alive anyway, it's better to wish for things to get better instead of wishing for the inevitable.
 
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keitaro

uwu
Jul 10, 2022
511
my high school girlfriend loved those things, making wishes every chance she got. idk what she wished.
i have often wished that i would fall asleep and never wake up.
now i don't have to wish. i have chosen the sn method. after i get all the medications, i will have what i need to enter eternal peace.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,583
Yes. I remember being young and being told to make a wish, and I wished for death. Ever since I was very young all I have wanted is to die, there is nothing more comforting than the thought of finally ceasing to exist. Unfortunately I am still here after all this time. If only dying was as easy as just wishing to be gone.
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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Hiii. Anyone else used to wish death upon themselves when they would blow out their birthday candles, have a stray eyelash, see a shooting star, pull apart a wishbone, see 11:11 on a clock, etc. That used to be my only wish when I encountered those scenarios growing up. I've since stopped wishing. But I consistently wished I was dead for sooo many years (I still do, just minus the superstitious reasons to think it) . Just curious if anyone else used to do that!
No, I used to make normal wishes when I saw a shooting star---Now I wish for nothing