making it look like an accident

[goodnight.sweetheart]

I am trying to think of ways to make it seem like an accident that wouldn't directly affect those around me. Id like my parents to be able to get my life insurance policy at least, and that definitely doesnt cover suicide.
I am thinking maybe i buy a gas burner, and accidentally leave it on,, though I dont know how effectively that would be.
I am so miserable and anxious and angry. I cant live like this any more, but I also dont want my parents feeling ashamed that they raised someone so weak, my mother always says she would never forgive me if i CTB but fuck, i just cant do this. I don't want her to hate me, even in death.

as much as i love my animals, i dont want them to have to continue suffering through a life with me. my job is miserable, my brain injury is getting worse. I just want a fool proof method that won't result in me being found midway.
I thought about accidentally driving off one of the big cliffs near me, people do it often enough but i'd hate to make someone clean that up.

 

[Apricity]

As someone said in another thread, the cleanup people are desensitized to that sort of thing. I wouldn't worry about it.

 

[plough22]

I am trying to think of ways to make it seem like an accident that wouldn't directly affect those around me. Id like my parents to be able to get my life insurance policy at least, and that definitely doesnt cover suicide.
I am thinking maybe i buy a gas burner, and accidentally leave it on,, though I dont know how effectively that would be.
I am so miserable and anxious and angry. I cant live like this any more, but I also dont want my parents feeling ashamed that they raised someone so weak, my mother always says she would never forgive me if i CTB but fuck, i just cant do this. I don't want her to hate me, even in death.

as much as i love my animals, i dont want them to have to continue suffering through a life with me. my job is miserable, my brain injury is getting worse. I just want a fool proof method that won't result in me being found midway.
I thought about accidentally driving off one of the big cliffs near me, people do it often enough but i'd hate to make someone clean that up.

You can make it look otherwise then it is, suicide. If you want peace, that's the way I see it. Don't do anything sudden, mine is a risk of failure, getting found and being worst. Whatever you do, make sure you plan it impeccably, it's quite literally life or death, usually you hope for the latter.
I do wish you find peace, stop worrying what other will find and think. I've dealt with suicides, you're dead, it shouldn't and won't bother you.
Stay strong is what I say to you. If you hate this life, then do whatever make you feel that peace.
Sending you good wishes and hope our lives change for the better

 

[toforigivelife]

I am trying to think of ways to make it seem like an accident that wouldn't directly affect those around me. Id like my parents to be able to get my life insurance policy at least, and that definitely doesnt cover suicide.
I am thinking maybe i buy a gas burner, and accidentally leave it on,, though I dont know how effectively that would be.
I am so miserable and anxious and angry. I cant live like this any more, but I also dont want my parents feeling ashamed that they raised someone so weak, my mother always says she would never forgive me if i CTB but fuck, i just cant do this. I don't want her to hate me, even in death.

as much as i love my animals, i dont want them to have to continue suffering through a life with me. my job is miserable, my brain injury is getting worse. I just want a fool proof method that won't result in me being found midway.
I thought about accidentally driving off one of the big cliffs near me, people do it often enough but i'd hate to make someone clean that up.

What law enforcement classify as single-car accidents are often suicides.

A terminal illness would make things so much easier for folks like us. Yes, those around you would still feel sad that you're sick and sad that you passed but they'd have any easier time accepting your death.

"At least they're not in pain anymore." "It was God's will, God called them home."

A disease of the mind? Your ending was your own personal choice? Despite all the information that is available regarding mental illness and clinical depression, despite them personally watching you suffer people still can't grasp the idea of someone ending their own pain.

I think you'd have to give a better idea of what you mean by making it look like an accident. A better idea of what you have in mind.