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in2thespiral

in2thespiral

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Aug 9, 2023
8
Haii :D My name is Kyra. I'm 20 years old (turning 21 in February). I want to talk with someone who understands me and the hellish depths of my mind. I believe it would help me feel less lonely to have someone to communicate with, especially if said person can relate.

I have lost many hobbies I used to enjoy throughout the years but one that has remained is poetry/writing. I like to listen to music -- I'm into a lot of genres but rock & metal come out on top. I don't really do anything besides those things anymore. I want to get back into art but I'm finding it difficult to muster the energy.

Mental health wise I have been diagnosed with: Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder, Bipolar Disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, & Agoraphobia. I have been through multiple therapists, psychiatrists, and psych ward admissions, blah blah blah. There is a lot of trauma buried under my skin.

I just want to make a connection instead of hiding and hoping someone just magically sees the hopelessness I feel.
 
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yapoli

yapoli

rot.
Jan 7, 2026
13
hii yapoli here. LAST EDIT: discord user >> vmnzi

i'm extremely lonely. my last friend/friend group was in high school.

i've been alone since 17. i simply just want someone to talk with (discord preferably)

i play pc games. TF2 mainly. i dabble in cs2 and other games tho.

i'm 19. i love music and all art forms. 420 friendly as i smoke daily lol

i'm not picky about age/gender just dont be creepy.

PM me here for my discord. looking forward to meeting some people.
hello, my name is jamie. im 18f and looking for someone who i can talk to. im not picky in any way, id love to talk to anyone no matter your gender, age, or location. whether it be a vent buddy or a friend, im lonely and want to fix that

i have ptsd, adhd, and severe depression. ive been struggling with my mental health for as long as i can remember due to trauma and id like to find someone who i can talk to about it without having to filter myself.

I'm deeply interested in horror games, specifically silent hill, resident evil, and cry of fear. other than that im into geology (mainly fossils), pokemon, and a buncha other nerdy stuff

i look forward to talking to you!

id like to get to know you. do you have discord?

i also love metal and folk!!! folk punk is my fav. do you have discord?
hey there, may i add you? if you'd like to know about me, my post will be on the last page 🙂
 
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deny_conformity

deny_conformity

do not be sorry, be better
Jan 8, 2026
55
Hi 👋,

I'm deny_Conformity, I'm a 42M. I'm cis-het if it matters because I'm not looking to date, just looking for someone to talk to when I can't sleep at night or I'm having a bad day. I think we all know the loneliness that comes from feeling suicidal and not being able to talk to anyone. Currently not sure if I want to CTB or want to recover. I'm a good listener and sometimes just having someone else who cares listen to you can make an otherwise crappy day come out okay.

I have a diverse set of interests and love to learn new things. I play games (nearly exclusively with friends or my son), I listen to a diverse variety of music and enjoy it if it's got a good beat (everything from Slipknot to Taylor Swift, diverting via happy hardcore and breakbeat). I love horror movies and go to a yearly horror movie festival. I read a lot of trashy sci-fi and am always looking for new recommendations.

I'll chat with anyone and I'm very immature (traumatic childhood) so tend to get along better with people younger than me or are equally immature.

I'm not sure when I'll unlock private messages but I'll keep posting until I do, I'll keep posting afterwards too because I want to make sure people don't feel alone in their thoughts. My advice may not be the best but a broken clock is right twice a day.
 
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MAKE IT STOP!

MAKE IT STOP!

MAKE IT STOP
Feb 11, 2023
38
Heyo, I'm MAKE IT STOP!
I'm a polyam trans man who will be turning 23 in February, and I'm currently trying to recover from the urge to ctb, which had first manifested when I was 14 but sparked again in 2024 after 2 years of abuse. I have autism, ADHD, and BPD, all professionally diagnosed. Me and some other people I know are currently trying to recover from how mental illness has wrecked our lives, and we're trying to recover together.
 
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suicidefinnish

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Dec 10, 2025
4
Hi, I'm Male 26 from Finland. Looking for some1 who is interested in horror games, movies, history or sports. I'm quite reserved at first but will come around
 
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yapoli

yapoli

rot.
Jan 7, 2026
13
hii yapoli here. LAST EDIT: discord user >> xmzii

i'm extremely lonely. my last friend/friend group was in high school.

i've been alone since 17. i simply just want someone to talk with (discord preferably)

i play pc games. TF2 mainly. i dabble in cs2 and other games tho.

i'm 19. i love music and all art forms. 420 friendly as i smoke daily lol

i'm not picky about age/gender just dont be creepy.

PM me here for my discord. looking forward to meeting some people.

hey there, may i add you? if you'd like to know about me, my post will be on the last page 🙂
 
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girlzjustwant2vomit

girlzjustwant2vomit

Member
Jan 16, 2026
17
Hey! I'm 19F, planning to ctb this July and kind of just want somebody to talk to about this kind of stuff until then. I have severe regressive autism so I'm miserable to talk to just as a warning lol
 
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Catscratch

Catscratch

I want to self harm but i hate pain
Oct 2, 2024
20
Hey! I'm 19F, planning to ctb this July and kind of just want somebody to talk to about this kind of stuff until then. I have severe regressive autism so I'm miserable to talk to just as a warning lol
Hi there. I am 19 too. Wanna talk?
 

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