Major abdominal surgery- ctb?

[pointlessliving]

I have a major abdominal surgery coming up- basically a c-section so there will be a lot going on…I am wondering if I can do something to ctb during that surgery? Like take a whole bunch of aspirins causing me to bleed out? Or any other suggestions? Or is this a really bad idea?

TIA !

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Stupid idea.

During surgery you're surrounded by multiple doctors and nurses and their one job is paying attention to your vital signs and responses and keeping you alive. They'll notice any problems immediately.

 

[pointlessliving]

Stupid idea.

During surgery you're surrounded by multiple doctors and nurses and their one job is paying attention to your vital signs and responses and keeping you alive. They'll notice any problems immediately.

Sigh…realized that as soon as I posted I agree with you…but like many others, so desperate for a way out

 

[loser4ever4life]

lmao yeah that anesthesiologist is all over your vitals, that's their whole job

additionally one of the main tenants of my own rules is to not involve anyone (think train) and this would haunt the team of healthcare workers (i know they have seen death but to actively include them in a plan to die would be messed up)

can i ask why you are getting surgeries as you are planning to ctb? since i have started planning i have taken far worse care of my health, no fucks given tbh

 

[pointlessliving]

You know I used to care about not involving others but as time passes and I get more and more desperate, I have started to not care about that..

The surgery is a necessity, not a choice unfortunately. I live with family who won't let me not have it. I give zero fucks also when it comes to anything I can control- food, nutrition, clothing, appearance- wth cares when you can't wait to get out of here