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StarryStarry

StarryStarry

Cat Lady
Oct 25, 2021
749
As my end time draws nearer, I want to tell you all how much I appreciate and love you. Yes, I said love and I mean it. I've never felt so at ease talking about depression and ctb. I feel I've gotten to know some of you better than others through pm and I appreciate your honesty and feelings with me. I just wanted to thank you all for helping me through some really tough times.
 
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anxious_depressive

I'm in despair
Dec 21, 2021
241
Oh, Starry, you are so kind and sweet.

I hope my words have helped to ease your heartache at least a little.

I'm sorry that things are turning out this way.
Life is very cruel.

I hope Sweet pea is doing well.

Hugs 🤗
 
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Hydrangea

Hydrangea

Monochrome
Dec 28, 2021
32
Wishing you peace.
 
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onlyanimalsaregood

onlyanimalsaregood

Unlovable 💔 Rest in peace CommitSudoku 🤍
Mar 11, 2022
1,329
I am so sorry that things have brought you to this point. Life really can be very unfair and mean. Are you going to make a goodbye thread on the day? Do you already have someone to leave your cat with?
 
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ornitier199

Arcanist
Mar 26, 2022
413
'Love' you all or Thank you all?
Thank you all more fitting since the other word is just no. Yeah maybe porn has desensitized my perception meaning of love', but still to strangers I feels better in thank you.

Like Yuna's 'I love you' to 'Thank you'.
 
Chiisai

Chiisai

To infinity and beyond!
Sep 1, 2021
754
Lots of love to you too. I hope that in whatever decision you make, you will find your peace.
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,703
You've really touched my heart. I'm usually distanced from emotions so don't express myself very well. I love cats. I'm nearing my end too. Wishing you peace.
'Love' you all or Thank you all?
Thank you all more fitting since the other word is just no. Yeah maybe porn has desensitized my perception meaning of love', but still to strangers I feels better in thank you.

Like Yuna's 'I love you' to 'Thank you'.
Op is expressing their feelings. We're all different. It doesn't seem appropriate to me to question op's sentiments. Especially as op is going through such tough times.
 
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sharky

sharky

Lost
Dec 15, 2021
283
I wish you all the best and hope you find peace
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,616
This is a nice post. I'm sorry for all the suffering that you have been through. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
'Love' you all or Thank you all?
Thank you all more fitting since the other word is just no. Yeah maybe porn has desensitized my perception meaning of love', but still to strangers I feels better in thank you.

Like Yuna's 'I love you' to 'Thank you'.
If we didn't put restrictions on our highest power to share love and compassion this site wouldn't exist. The chosen word is not "just no" to everyone. Much love to you.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I am sorry for the pains you endured. I hope you find the peace desired no matter your decision ✨ ✨
 
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CommitSudoku

never interfere with a lifespan reaping
Feb 12, 2022
524
The community is what makes these forums so amazing, thank you for contributing to it and for making this thread. I'm really thankful for these forums as well and all those I've had the chance to talk to. Best wishes and thank you.
 

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