Lost sibling

[Aaron Josef]

Has anyone else lost a Sibling to Suicide???

 

[Walilamdzi]

No, but I am an older sibling and I worry about the effect of my death on my sibling.

 

[Manfromtheocean]

No, but I am an older sibling and I worry about the effect of my death on my sibling.

Yeah, same here. I will most likely destroy them. And that's a terrible thought.

 

[Walilamdzi]

@Manfromtheocean It's my main reason for trying, as well as my other family members.

 

[DeepMind]

Having family members is the only thing that gets me going right now. If I was living in a big city with loose social connections, I would end it right away.

 

[jules18]

Not suicide but my older brother had to be aborted late term. I am very much looking forward to meeting him.

 

[Iceangel]

Having family members is the only thing that gets me going right now. If I was living in a big city with loose social connections, I would end it right away.

coughs

 

[lost_soul83]

Has anyone else lost a Sibling to Suicide???

Yes, a few months ago my brother died of what I feel was an intentional overdose. He just couldn't take it anymore, and since his death, I wanna die more than anything......I miss him so very much.....

 

[Cookiedough8956]

Im the oldest .. So my sis will have to endure the loss :/

Its funny. I begged my parents to have another kid for fucking 10 yrs
They Got another one..finally.
..was great until now.

NOW she hates me and could care less if i died.

Ha.

 

[Walilamdzi]

@Cookiedough8956 I'm the oldest too.

So you guys have a 10 year age difference?

 

[marcusuk63]

Not really sure , ive had to bury my older brother last week he was 2 years older than me and we where very very close .he would come to mine on a Saturday and we would have a moan/chat catch up .he had been off work a couple of weeks with a bad chest and when he came the time before last he had lost a quite a bit of weight but the last time he came my heart nearly stopped and he was so thin and gaunt , he said he had an appointment on Monday at the doctors and i said ring me to let me know how you get on , he never rang . i txt him on Tuesday and Wednesday, i got no reply I hadn't slept of eaten since seeing him with worry and was going to go 1st thing Thursday morning but i fell asleep till 3pm , he had moved out of town to a nice house in Village on the outskirts in August and i decorated it all for him before he moved in , anyway Long story short , I went and a small window was open so i managed to get in and i found him dead on the floor , when the coroner rang me she told me he had diabetes (he never told me ) and had been ignoring letters from his doctors to go in for appointments and he didn't have any treatments .In our past conversations he did say if he ever got cancer etc he wouldn't have it treated and would just die , so I think its suicide , I haven't told any of my family this of course . it is made it so hard for me to ctb now too as seeing family who i haven't seen in years at the funeral and them all hugging me and telling me they love me and they are always there for me etc , especially seeing my mum and dad so upset (they are in their 80[s) but as active as 60 year olds ) and it being the anniversary week of my Twin dying made it so painful for me but still couldn't help thinking why couldn't it be me in that coffin ? .p.s. my brother dying has nothing to do with wanting to ctb..... sorry it was so long i got a bit carried away ..

@Cookiedough8956 I'm the oldest too.

So you guys have a 10 year age difference?

I`m one of 6 , well 4 now and there was 22 years age difference between my oldest brother and my youngest

 

[TheFinalCountdown]

Not suicide but my older brother had to be aborted late term. I am very much looking forward to meeting him.

You were looking forward to your older brother being born? What are you, a time traveller?

 

[Walilamdzi]

@TheFinalCountdown I think they mean in the afterlife? I was a bit confused too.

 

[Cookiedough8956]

@Cookiedough8956 I'm the oldest too.

So you guys have a 10 year age difference?

Yea

 

[Walilamdzi]

Yea

I'm also 10 years older than my sibling!

 

[Cookiedough8956]

I'm also 10 years older than my sibling!

Wow! Lol do u guys get along

 

[ImsooDone1N]

I have 2 siblings, both younger; I've a brother who is 2 years younger than me & Ive a sister who is 12 years younger than me. My brother knows more about my mental health issues than my sister. But I worry about the effect my suicide will have on them :/

 

[Walilamdzi]

@Cookiedough8956 Yeah, I love them very much.

@Imsoodone11 It is a big worry.

 

[Deleted member 1768]

Has anyone else lost a Sibling to Suicide???

Yes.