Lost Fear of Death

[PaxAmerica]

Sometimes I have started to welcome the idea of death. Its strange as I always feared it. But now nothingness would probably be welcome. I am not crazy about suicide or living. Either one is shit to me. But the idea of nothingness, no worries about money, people, illness seems appealing. I think the ancients learnt this a long time ago, especially in India. This has to all be an illusion. In this universe does it matter how much money you have? How sexy you appear? Your job, car, house etc.
I have started to admire the minimalist idea. Just enough to get by. A roof, food and a bed.
I stopped wanting a partner and it really has made me feel a lot better too. I dont care about sharing life unless I happen to find the right person. I dont need anyones approval either. It is liberating.

 

[FuneralCry]

The way I see it, death makes all life meaningless. It is what we are intended for anyway, it is inevitable. Nothingness really comforts me actually, the fact that we won't experience anything again.