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Brokenwithbpd

Mage
Jun 15, 2020
503
I honestly am running out of ideas on how I could last any longer. I wish I could just ctb. I wish I didn't have to worry about my mom.
I honestly just want to effing die
 
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Misery99

Misery99

Experienced
May 12, 2020
243
I honestly am running out of ideas on how I could last any longer. I wish I could just ctb. I wish I didn't have to worry about my mom.
I honestly just want to effing die
I wish dying wasn't this hard. I wish I had some SN to just drink and die easily. It's the lack resources which keeps me from ctbing as I want
 
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Brokenwithbpd

Mage
Jun 15, 2020
503
I wish dying wasn't this hard. I wish I had some SN to just drink and die easily. It's the lack resources which keeps me from ctbing as I want
I'll be ordering soon
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
1,092
The longer i stay, more it hurts and harder it gets. Would be nice if i could just drop dead now but we have to endure longer for some reason.
 
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Whitewash11235814

Experienced
Oct 21, 2019
207
I'm sorry you guys are suffering. I'm facing great bouts of indignation and confusion. So I can relate...
 
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