Venting Losing hope day by day ...

[Buddha.e.c]

No matter how much you try its never enough . In bed all day im wishing for any form of happiness this isolation for years has made it diffcult to interact with others in the outside world i barley go outside or talk at all . Depressed all day and night i offten wonder is CTB the only opion to stop suffering ?

 

[jimmy7754]

Me too. If you decide it is let me know why.

 

[Q-Dust]

No matter how much you try its never enough . In bed all day im wishing for any form of happiness this isolation for years has made it diffcult to interact with others in the outside world i barley go outside or talk at all . Depressed all day and night i offten wonder is CTB the only opion to stop suffering ?

I've isolated myself for so long that seeing other people out side is genuinely surprisingly to me, Is like my brain has not seen anyone for so long that it forgot that people don't only exist in a screen

 

[solisoccasus]

No matter how much you try its never enough . In bed all day im wishing for any form of happiness this isolation for years has made it diffcult to interact with others in the outside world i barley go outside or talk at all . Depressed all day and night i offten wonder is CTB the only opion to stop suffering ?

I've been isolating myself but not that long and things aren't doing any better. Hope is lost for me. No one could save me and i don't need saving.

 

[Buddha.e.c]

I've isolated myself for so long that seeing other people out side is genuinely surprisingly to me, Is like my brain has not seen anyone for so long that it forgot that people don't only exist in a screen

same , It hurts someones knowing that other people have to ability to maintain friendship IRL and Ive always been introverted and lonely

 

[brnggundottxt]

sometimes I completely disconnect from people I've interacted in the past. They don't seem real to me anymore just a figment of some disassociate dream. But in one one instance a group of former friends tried to ruin my live over some feeling of abandonment? I don't know. I wish I was better at keeping people feel wanted, or entertained. I'm the last person you'd want to pin all your hopes and dreams on. I will let you down.

 

[Buddha.e.c]

sometimes I completely disconnect from people I've interacted in the past. They don't seem real to me anymore just a figment of some disassociate dream. But in one one instance a group of former friends tried to ruin my live over some feeling of abandonment? I don't know. I wish I was better at keeping people feel wanted, or entertained. I'm the last person you'd want to pin all your hopes and dreams on. I will let you down.

Some people will let you down from the very beginning then call you a "friend". Beware they are only praying on people that are weak and in pain ...

 

[solisoccasus]

sometimes I completely disconnect from people I've interacted in the past. They don't seem real to me anymore just a figment of some disassociate dream. But in one one instance a group of former friends tried to ruin my live over some feeling of abandonment? I don't know. I wish I was better at keeping people feel wanted, or entertained. I'm the last person you'd want to pin all your hopes and dreams on. I will let you down.

Mist of the people you meet aling the way won't be real. They will befriend you in their convenience.

 

[4mom]

and perhaps in that paradox the isolationists and socialists are the same

 

[FuneralCry]

I am sorry that you are suffering. This life can be very depressing, and I know that it can be dreadful when everything is hopeless. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Buddha.e.c]

I am sorry that you are suffering. This life can be very depressing, and I know that it can be dreadful when everything is hopeless. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

Ive gave up hope there is no more light left .Almost dont feel human because of how numb i am this world is hopeless unfortunately. And wish you the best as well .

 

[NeverEndingPain]

I've isolated myself for so long that seeing other people out side is genuinely surprisingly to me, Is like my brain has not seen anyone for so long that it forgot that people don't only exist in a screen

Are you still isolated or have you managed to get out more?