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iftheworldwasending

iftheworldwasending

My prayer is that when I die, all of hell rejoice.
Sep 26, 2020
133
i miss having friends from here that i could talk to without being accused of manipulating by saying i want to kill myself. it's so exhausting not being able to say how you're really feeling without people freaking out and not understanding where you're coming from.
anyone looking for a new friend?
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
6,934
Likewise. I'm here for you or anyone else at any time. Vent away. If I take a while to reply it's because I can't access the site when not at home.
 
Atraxa

Atraxa

Priced out of living
Oct 24, 2021
46
I'm always willing to talk or listen
 
Susannah

Susannah

Mage
Jul 2, 2018
536
I use to say that 1 or 2 close friends are better than 10. I have 3 close friends. My friends have different roles in my life. I have a friend I can talk about almost anything about. Another friend I "use" to have fun with. My third friend is my training and activity friend. None of them, however, would I talk about ctb and my longing for death. It's taboo, and they wouldn't understand. That's just a fact. So I use this forum instead.

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deathgripsme

deathgripsme

There is another world
Oct 26, 2021
117
Looking to make a new friend too! Reach out anytime
 
Maaizr

Maaizr

LIGHTSTEALER
Aug 2, 2021
150
im really sorry you feel this way, its very true seems like basically no one can get a grip on the topic and discussion of ctb/ideation and they just dont accept or care.. we're here for you, reach out if you just need someone to listen i know how difficult that is to find
 
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setup

Experienced
Nov 18, 2021
279
Hey if u need a friend or someone to talk to I'm here! Or at least until I ctb
 
Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,472
I am looking for friends too. Anyone here feel free to message me
 
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woknows

Experienced
Dec 12, 2020
264
I could use someone to talk about my darker feelings.
 
ShaiOne007

ShaiOne007

Member
Dec 10, 2021
14
i miss having friends from here that i could talk to without being accused of manipulating by saying i want to kill myself. it's so exhausting not being able to say how you're really feeling without people freaking out and not understanding where you're coming from.
anyone looking for a new friend?
I completely relate to what you're saying. I'm looking for folks in the same boat to talk to. Reach out if you'd like :)
 
cambrai33

cambrai33

Traveller
Nov 3, 2021
385
I don't want to make friends here as I don't want to get close to anyone, that said I truly care for you all and will help anyway I can
 
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