Venting Loneliness just hit me

[CoolGuy9]

So here I am sitting at my pc and then out of nowhere a wave of loneliness just hits me. Not just a bit of loneliness, but enough to make me want to ctb. I have been lonely before, but never as badly as to make me want to ctb over it. Like holy fuck why can't there be anyone in my life that I enjoy talking and they enjoy talking to me. Why can't I just have 1 person like that. Fuck I just want to ctb already.

 

[Bullit]

Ditto.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

So here I am sitting at my pc and then out of nowhere a wave of loneliness just hits me. Not just a bit of loneliness, but enough to make me want to ctb. I have been lonely before, but never as badly as to make me want to ctb over it. Like holy fuck why can't there be anyone in my life that I enjoy talking and they enjoy talking to me. Why can't I just have 1 person like that. Fuck I just want to ctb already.

I think a term for that could be disassociation. It sort of reminds me of when I used to trip out on pot a long time ago. It's a really shitty feeling. I relate.

 

[t0rnbetween]

So here I am sitting at my pc and then out of nowhere a wave of loneliness just hits me. Not just a bit of loneliness, but enough to make me want to ctb. I have been lonely before, but never as badly as to make me want to ctb over it. Like holy fuck why can't there be anyone in my life that I enjoy talking and they enjoy talking to me. Why can't I just have 1 person like that. Fuck I just want to ctb already

A similar feeling hit me not too long ago and brought me here, but this wouldn't be the first time I've felt this way. Do you interact with a decent amount of people and you're just not clicking with anyone? Are you socially awkward? What's the deal with you??

 

[WatermelonMel]

I can relate these past few weeks, it's awful

 

[OnlyTheWind]

Sometimes I feel like I've overcome the need for someone else, and then I remember high school, and the torments resume.

 

[BrokenLine]

Aye its not a good feeling, I've started to feel that way a lot more recently.

 

[Reap94]

Remember that kind of loneliness is always better than to feel lonely in a group

 

[FuneralCry]

Loneliness can be a feeling that can send us into despair. While I am very introverted, so I do not feel lonely as in lacking connections to others, I appreciate how it must be painful. I'm sorry you are going through this.

 

[CoolGuy9]

Remember that kind of loneliness is always better than to feel lonely in a group

That feeling truly is hell.