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idontknow42

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Jan 31, 2021
71
I can't stand people talking about the future and what they vision/dream of us doing. I want to snap back and say I'll be dead, every single time lmao.
I feel like they don't believe it anyway, they'll see.

Previously I would have self diagnosed myself with BPD, but now idc about anyone or what they're doing. Always feel like people are trying to make me jealous of them in some way, now they just look like clowns to me, because I could literally care less lol.

What are my problems? Idek. Do you need to have 'problems' to hate this terrible shitty life lol? Such a misunderstanding people have. I hate life, people need to fucking deal with it.
 
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Seeking_Peace

Arcanist
May 18, 2022
476
Speaking of the future, I was watching a YouTuber respond to the chat saying they can't wait for 2023, he said "you could die tomorrow forget 2023!", I couldn't contain my laughter.

Nobody takes us serious til we leave this planet...
 
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idontknow42

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Jan 31, 2021
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Speaking of the future, I was watching a YouTuber respond to the chat saying they can't wait for 2023, he said "you could die tomorrow forget 2023!", I couldn't contain my laughter.

Nobody takes us serious til we leave this planet...
That made me laugh, thank you
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,594
To me, life itself is the problem. I feel like no matter what my circumstances are, I would still hate being alive. I simply prefer the sound of non existence, and I want nothing to do with living at all. I would prefer to avoid people talking about the future, to me the thought of being alive for many more years is very depressing and the only future that I want is one where I do not exist. I just feel like in general, people can be frustrating.
 
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idontknow42

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Jan 31, 2021
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To me, life itself is the problem. I feel like no matter what my circumstances are, I would still hate being alive. I simply prefer the sound of non existence, and I want nothing to do with living at all. I would prefer to avoid people talking about the future, to me the thought of being alive for many more years is very depressing and the only future that I want is one where I do not exist. I just feel like in general, people can be frustrating.

Yes, exactly this
 
whatevs

whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
2,911
Haha, I always enjoy your attitude for some reason. You posted a similar thread some time ago.
 
Zzzzz

Zzzzz

Nothing compares to the bliss of death.
Aug 8, 2018
879
Even if someone didn't have depression or any kind of mental illness, There's a lot of reasons why someone might kill themselves. Most people seem to be living in a bubble unable to appreciate how cruel and unfair life can be for anyone. I don't understand why life, with all of it's atrocities and horrors, is unanimously accepted as some sort of "good gift." If life is a gift,then so is death.
 

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