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AprilieJalnic

AprilieJalnic

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Mar 5, 2022
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Anyone else? Only some chemicals help. Currently practicing escapism. I'm too much of a pussy to kill myself raw.
 
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KiraLittleOwl

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Jan 25, 2019
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Only mental 24/7 but my body is exhausted and tense from stress/lack of sleep.
I am so tired. It's worse than just depression. Nothing helps.
 
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AprilieJalnic

AprilieJalnic

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Mar 5, 2022
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Only mental 24/7 but my body is exhausted and tense from stress/lack of sleep.
I am so tired. It's worse than just depression. Nothing helps.
bro i barely got out of bed this morning. but i had to because i need these fucking pills or i would feel worse.
it fucking SUCKS
 
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everythingblack

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Apr 20, 2022
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feel you on the escapism. I don't even have access to chemicals to ease the pain. it's like a cycle and no one can help (not like I'd put that burden on anybody). Feel too much pain to do actions to feel better, feel worse because you cannot do said actions. Rinse and repeat. Sorry you're going through it too but I hope it helps knowing you aren't alone:/
 
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