Living in hell

[ForeverBlue]

I'm not exaggerating when I say I'm living in hell. Things couldn't be worse and waking up each day into the same situation is soul destroying. I want to ctb but haven't decided what method yet. I'm finding many obstacles in my way. Does anybody else feel trapped in this life at the moment?

 

[Superdeterminist]

Yes I certainly feel trapped and have felt this way for a while. I fear that if I attempt I'll be forced into a mental hospital or worse because police and my family still respect outmoded laws. Something is going to have to give eventually through, this torture cannot continue for much longer.

 

[Sunset Limited]

How can all humanity not reject this life? Everything is like a bad joke.

 

[toasterbath]

i pray a meteorite hits earth or i get a heart attack in my sleep every single day. every minute spent breathing on this planet feels like torture

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, I feel very trapped in this world. As I have said many times what holds me back from leaving is the fact that suicide is difficult for me and the fear of failing the method. I really hate being alive and I see no point to it all. It does hurt me being alive and it is always horrible to wake up and realise that I am still here.

I could never see life as being worth living, it is just suffering for the sake of it and that is all that life will ever be to me. A peaceful exit from this life should be a human right and no one should have to go through the process of researching ctb on the internet. It is cruel how the society tries to trap us in horrible lives until we die from old age.

 

[Klophy]

Yeah, i feel incredibly trapped. I want nothing more than to break free from my mind.