Venting live work die

[emptymiku]

i'm so fucking tired of this. i barely work any hours a week and i'm already dreading the future. this is what we're meant to do? live to work? i never asked to be here. i never asked to be here and i can't even peacefully leave. every day i wish that i could live a life of relaxation and doing what i want to do, but it won't ever happen. there's nothing i can do to save myself. i want to disappear.

 

[itsgone2]

yes, it's terrible. Once you realize it life seems not worth living
Im up again in the middle of the night. I need to get up and go to work soon. I could go fsh right now instead. Work will be awful today. But like some robot I'll shower, get ready, drive in. Why? SI? Work has come to define me? My company is being sold. Soon I'll not be needed.
You dedicate yourself to this crap life and they betray you anyway.
Sorry I'm venting here. Just don't get it. Any of it. Death is an escape and it's right there and I don't do it. I don't understand and I hate it

 

[Marbas]

Exactly. I know how you feel. That's pretty much how I view life. You're here to work, die and watch all the money you earn go to bills. With the cost of everything being alive itself is a luxury item not everyone can afford. Or even asked for to begin. I didn't ask to be born into a world like this.

 

[optimistikcynicism]

i'm so fucking tired of this. i barely work any hours a week and i'm already dreading the future. this is what we're meant to do? live to work? i never asked to be here. i never asked to be here and i can't even peacefully leave. every day i wish that i could live a life of relaxation and doing what i want to do, but it won't ever happen. there's nothing i can do to save myself. i want to disappear.

If i cant succeed being someone almost completely separate from all of this, I will end it. Probably with whatever method is least painful. But if i cant find a good option ill just grab a sharp knife and just stab my neck over and over for as long as I can consciously do so as rough and thorough as I can