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[SadGirl]

Have you ever felt tired of your houses? As if nothing ever changed, always going through the same things, same stresses, pains. It's amazing what alcohol can do to a family, especially a child who has seen everything until the age of 20. I'm tired of it, to my depression and anxiety it says that darkness is better than that.

 

[silentsinger]

Yes, it all becomes too much. It's almost as if no matter how much you try, things cannot improve (often due to circumstances beyond your control). Are you ok?

 

[Addy92]

Alcohol has destroyed me. And had a massive effect on my family to the point my Mother won't even reply to a text or phone call. Sorry. Alcohol hasn't destroyed me. I used as a way to push myself to CTB and wake everyday thinking as soon as I wake, that if I drink, I'll be able to see my method through. I hardly drunk before, just smoked. Now I'm reliant. Drank 3 x 2l 5% cider as the "cheaper option" today. Not even tipsy.

Not this forums fault. My idea to CTB even before browsing SS.

 

[HellinHeaven]

For me it's the loneliness, which is killing me.

 

[Addy92]

For me it's the loneliness, which is killing me.

Yeah. It's killing me too bud. I play games and have one friend down the road. He's not suicidal but his views on society are bleak. But i see why... He helps me get through another day. I browse SS at his place unbeknown to him.

 

[SadGirl]

Yes, it all becomes too much. It's almost as if no matter how much you try, things cannot improve (often due to circumstances beyond your control). Are you ok?

Yes, I'm fine, I think, thank you for asking.

Yeah. It's killing me too bud. I play games and have one friend down the road. He's not suicidal but his views on society are bleak. But i see why... He helps me get through another day. I browse SS at his place unbeknown to him.

Feel embraced by me, guys. :c

 

[GeorgeJL]

Have you ever felt tired of your houses? As if nothing ever changed, always going through the same things, same stresses, pains. It's amazing what alcohol can do to a family, especially a child who has seen everything until the age of 20. I'm tired of it, to my depression and anxiety it says that darkness is better than that.

Yeah it feel like your life is playing a broken record over and over. Luckily I found some medications and psychedelics that helped me get out of that funk.

 

[Sick Boy]

Anxiety and fear is killing me everyday,my medications are not working anymore,so i don´t have other choice but ctb

 

[SadGirl]

Yeah it feel like your life is playing a broken record over and over. Luckily I found some medications and psychedelics that helped me get out of that funk.

Does it really work? I think the only thing that holds me in this world is my girlfriend

 

[GeorgeJL]

Does it really work? I think the only thing that holds me in this world is my girlfriend

Yes both psychedelics and medication have saved people from suicide. You can get psychedelics from Dream Marketplace. And if you decide to try some psychedelics or medications first these then you should do psychedelics firsts. As they have fewer side effects, and you can't mix psychedelics with many medications. If you haven't tried any of them yet. You really should. Suicide should be a last ditch effort, because there is no turning back with suicide.

 

[SadGirl]

Yes both psychedelics and medication have saved people from suicide. You can get psychedelics from Dream Marketplace. And if you decide to try some psychedelics or medications first these then you should do psychedelics firsts. As they have fewer side effects, and you can't mix psychedelics with many medications. If you haven't tried any of them yet. You really should. Suicide should be a last ditch effort, because there is no turning back with suicide.

I do not think I have a good body for drugs, I have panic and I use anti-depressants

 

[GeorgeJL]

I do not think I have a good body for drugs, I have panic and I use anti-depressants

Micro-dose psychedelics then. It's becoming more and more popular for people to microdose either LSD or shrooms. So you take a small dose that is not enough to trip but enough to make you say "damn today went smooth." My brother microdoses lsd and he's a computer programmer. He suffers from social anxiety but when he microdoses lsd he's just so happy to talk with others for almost no apparent reason. So you can try that too. I also read this case report of this guy that found that no other medication helped him but he found that microdosing one of the 2C's that it fixed his depression.

 

[GeorgeJL]

Oh and one more thing ketamine is showing to help people with depression that are resistant to medications.

 

[SadGirl]

Oh and one more thing ketamine is showing to help people with depression that are resistant to medications.

Thanks, my friend, I'll try :)