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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
That's why we are all here.

All of us have a variety of issues : medical, financial, social.

Our minds are tired, weary, can't take any more, want a way out - at any cost.

We didn't ask to be here, we were just born. And now we suffer every moment until we are done. The pain seems to never end.

But the void seems inviting. And yet, who among us will be lucky enough to meet it as painlessly as possible ?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,616
I see death as the reward for enduring this life. I believe there is eternal nothingness after this. Maybe the purpose of our suffering is that we truly appreciate the beauty of death of not existing. I agree, we just suffer for the sake of it, it is what existence simply is, and it is an never ending cycle, we are born, suffer and die.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Yes, it certainly feels like a punishment for me but... what about those normal people? No need to be rich. I'm referring to those kind of individuals who are extremely happy by just being healthy, studying, working as a slave, getting married, having children and keeping working as a slave until they're sick old gret men/women.

I wish I could see life that way but I just can't ignore this nonsense hell. Universe? Planets? Existing? Why is there something instead of nothing? How is this possible? Ridiculous!

I want the REAL answers but I'll probably never get them and that sucks lol.

Hugs and love,

Matt
 
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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
I wrote this ten months ago and still feel the same.

Life really is a punishment. Wow.

I wish I had been able to make the correct decision about my future all those years ago. Now my life is ruined.
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
2,487
I think for some it way be.
 
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Sad_Autistic_boy_101

Sad_Autistic_boy_101

When I die, you'll love me.
Nov 19, 2019
458
I agree with this - life feels like a punishment every single day. Unfortunately quite a few of us are the type of people who will also try everything to ask for help to lessen the pain of suffering but unfortunately no one seems to care!

I see death as a way to allow my body and mind to finally get it's well earned rest.
 
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hankbank3928

hankbank3928

Student
Dec 30, 2021
186
The thought of having to endure 5 more decades of so called life is terrifying.
 
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