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8evergo

8evergo

Mage
Oct 20, 2021
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does anyone know this phenomenon i have when I go to sleep I lead to a chronic sleep disorder when i dream and it's a wonderful dream
e.g sex or joint suicide at exactly the most beautiful moment you wake up at exactly the most beautiful moment and it's always been like that my
life is so terrible and
I'm not even allowed to dream what can it be does someone have such a problem as i do with dreams

please help me why me :eh:
 
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Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
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Yeah, I hate it when I wake up from good dreams into this sad reality.
 
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8evergo

Mage
Oct 20, 2021
556
I think we're cursed and we don't belong in this fucking world
Yeah, I hate it when I wake up from good dreams into this sad reality.
it's even more shimmering that you wake up especially when it's so beautiful the destiny doesn't even allow me to dream
 
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locked*n*loaded

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Apr 15, 2022
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Yeah, that happens to everyone. I found if you eat some really spiced-up food shortly before going to bed, it helps. It does me. Although my dreams aren't all that great anymore, anyway. I think the more you don't give a shit about anything, the more your desires drop off, the less "good things" are on your mind, the less you dream. I don't like anything anymore. My mind is consumed with getting the hell out of here. I don't know why, then, I don't dream about suicide, but I don't.
 
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8evergo

Mage
Oct 20, 2021
556
Yeah, that happens to everyone. I found if you eat some really spiced-up food shortly before going to bed, it helps. It does me. Although my dreams aren't all that great anymore, anyway. I think the more you don't give a shit about anything, the more your desires drop off, the less "good things" are on your mind, the less you dream. I don't like anything anymore. My mind is consumed with getting the hell out of here. I don't know why, then, I don't dream about suicide, but I don't.
I always eat spicy, but you're right, then you don't have to worry about anything. i wannt out
 
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Euthanza

Self Righteous Suicide
Jun 9, 2022
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I just notice this also happened to my recurring dreams after reading your post. The dreams can be dissapeared for months and suddenly back again, it seems I have exactly no control about it, its often stop before climax.
 
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Smart No More

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May 5, 2021
2,726
Cheese is said to impact dreams too.

The phenomenon of waking at the peak of a dream is caused by the lack of sensation of the subject matter. You wake because it's something you anticipate so it rouses you. For example, as an ex addict i used to occasionally have dreams of drug use and just as I took a hit (in my dream) I'd be awaiting the feeling. Obviously that wasn't going to happen because whilst your mind can mimic various things it can't substitute heroin lol. So I'd wake due to the realisation that it's not real. It's like the way you can fall out of the emersion of a film because they push the suspension of disbelief too far and it jars. It's basically something that reminds you you're experiencing fiction so it wakes you. Same with nightmares.
 
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thelookingontheway

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Jul 15, 2022
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To me it's seems like when I feel tired then sleep instantly, and good dream will come out to accompany me.
You should try it, just put aside all other things when you tired and have a dream.
 
8evergo

8evergo

Mage
Oct 20, 2021
556
Cheese is said to impact dreams too.

The phenomenon of waking at the peak of a dream is caused by the lack of sensation of the subject matter. You wake because it's something you anticipate so it rouses you. For example, as an ex addict i used to occasionally have dreams of drug use and just as I took a hit (in my dream) I'd be awaiting the feeling. Obviously that wasn't going to happen because whilst your mind can mimic various things it can't substitute heroin lol. So I'd wake due to the realisation that it's not real. It's like the way you can fall out of the emersion of a film because they push the suspension of disbelief too far and it jars. It's basically something that reminds you you're experiencing fiction so it wakes you. Same with nightmares.
yes i think so too there are big wishes that don't come true and the body says boy wake up you have to make your dreams come true, only the difference to me is the nightmares i don't wake up and these are always felt by my shitty destiny , when I was young I also had contact with H, I always smoked it on aluminum foil, then I always had to puke after 2 hours, but I didn't get hot, I also had a difficult childhood and youth, and now I have physical problems as well I think life hasn't been kind to me when I think about it. You pushed very well and your report is great information
 
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again_noidea

Experienced
Apr 22, 2021
254
Cheese is said to impact dreams too.

The phenomenon of waking at the peak of a dream is caused by the lack of sensation of the subject matter. You wake because it's something you anticipate so it rouses you. For example, as an ex addict i used to occasionally have dreams of drug use and just as I took a hit (in my dream) I'd be awaiting the feeling. Obviously that wasn't going to happen because whilst your mind can mimic various things it can't substitute heroin lol. So I'd wake due to the realisation that it's not real. It's like the way you can fall out of the emersion of a film because they push the suspension of disbelief too far and it jars. It's basically something that reminds you you're experiencing fiction so it wakes you. Same with nightmares.
not true
 

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