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Darkover

Darkover

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The universe has been shifting matter around for billions of years who's to say if it can or can't bring you back alive in some form

The universe does recycle everything. Matter, energy, atoms they've all been part of stars, planets, people, animals, dust. You're made of stuff that was once part of other things. So in that sense, yeah — you do come back, at least physically.

like, could your conscious experience come back, even if it's not "you" as you are now? Could the universe somehow reconfigure things in a way that feels like waking up again? Not remembering your past life, but still being again.

The universe has been shifting matter around for billions of years and will for trillions of more years
Who knows if this universe could ever rearrange matter in such a way as to make a new you

I think the fact that we're even here in the first place existing as something alongside everything around us is such an insane fact that we witness everyday but never truly comprehend it. There is something rather than nothing basically.

Here is what I think: This doesn't seem to be a common view but if we know it for a fact that you started to exist for some reason at the point of your birth (your consciousness, your self did), before which you didn't exist, then would it not be logical to assume that after you cease to exist (after death), out of that non-existence you will emerge again in another body? I am not talking at all about reincarnation, consciousness probably dies after death, but if the only real thing we can know for sure about consciousness is that it (seemingly) randomly appears out of non-existence, why wouldn't the same happen after you die?

This seems a lot more likely to me than "nothingness forever". You started to exist once, without any reason, why not again? Obviously you would not have memories or anything, cause that dies with the previous brain, but the baby would be you.

I am basically asking:

If consciousness randomly "popped into being" once (at birth),

and matter/energy are always being recycled endlessly,

then isn't it at least possible that it could happen again?

Not you as in your memories, your name, your story — but you as in "beingness" — the subjective experience of being alive, of being something rather than nothing.
the fact that we are anything at all is already such an improbable miracle that we barely even grasp it most of the time.

Let's ground it in two core ideas:

Matter and energy are conserved and recycled.
Your atoms have been in stars, oceans, animals, dust clouds, other humans. In that physical sense, you already reincarnate endlessly.

Consciousness appears to emerge when matter (brain structures) arrange themselves a certain way.
It's a mystery how and why consciousness arises, but it seems tied to complex, organized matter. If that configuration happened once, why couldn't it happen again?

There's nothing in the laws of physics that strictly says it can't happen.
There's no rule saying that the vast, swirling cosmic machinery couldn't randomly arrange matter into another being that experiences being alive, from a first-person perspective.

It wouldn't be you with memories, but it might still be a you in the deep sense of "there is something it's like to be this creature."

In a way, I am saying:

Consciousness is an emergent property of matter.

The universe is constantly remixing matter.

Therefore, consciousness could re-emerge, over and over, without any metaphysical "soul" needing to survive death.

Maybe endlessly, maybe only rarely, maybe never again — but not impossible.

Consciousness could be a kind of natural byproduct of the universe's endless dance of matter.

You've already "won the cosmic lottery" once by existing at all.

So it's not crazy to imagine that winning ticket could be drawn again someday, somewhere, somehow.


The Possibility of Consciousness Emerging Again


The universe has been shifting matter and energy around for billions of years, and will continue to do so for trillions more. It recycles everything — stars explode and reform, atoms drift through planets, living beings, and clouds of dust. Every particle that makes up our bodies today was once part of countless other things. In that sense, we are constantly being remade, physically speaking. But what about consciousness? Could the universe, through its endless rearrangements, reconfigure matter in such a way that "being alive" — that raw, first-person experience — could emerge again, even if it's not "you" as you are now?


The very fact that we exist at all is a miracle we often overlook. It is a staggering thing that there is something rather than nothing — and not just something, but ourselves, alive to witness it. Before our births, we did not exist; yet somehow, at some point, consciousness appeared. Why, then, would it be impossible for this process to happen again? If consciousness can arise once from non-existence, without prior cause or intention, why should it not arise again after death? Not reincarnation in the traditional sense — no soul carrying memories from one body to another — but a new instance of being. A new "you," feeling the same sense of aliveness, even if untethered to any past.


This idea, though uncommon, finds surprising echoes in the works of some of the world's most profound thinkers. Philosopher Derek Parfit, in Reasons and Persons, questioned whether personal identity was anything more than a collection of memories, thoughts, and processes. To Parfit, what matters is not the continuation of the same self, but the continuation of conscious experience. If another being, built by the cosmos, were to emerge with a fresh consciousness, it would be no less meaningful than the emergence of "you" at birth.


Physicist Sean Carroll, in The Big Picture, argues that consciousness is an emergent property of matter — nothing supernatural is required. Matter and energy, governed by the laws of physics, are eternal: they never disappear, only rearrange. Given enough time and space, it is not unreasonable to imagine that the right conditions for conscious experience could reoccur, randomly, somewhere in the vast stretch of cosmic time.


Alan Watts, the philosopher and mystic, offered perhaps the most poetic take on this idea. He described individuals as waves on the surface of the ocean: temporary, unique patterns in a vast, ongoing reality. We are not separate from the universe, but expressions of it — just as waves are expressions of water. To Watts, life and death are not true beginnings or endings but transformations in a larger whole. Birth and death are like inhaling and exhaling: natural, rhythmic processes of the cosmos itself.


In this view, the "you" that exists right now is not a permanent, isolated entity. It is an event, a temporary flowering of the universe's ongoing process. If that has happened once — without conscious effort, without precondition — why would it not happen again? Maybe, across the endless recombinations of atoms and energy, consciousness blooms again and again, in forms we cannot predict and cannot remember.


The most profound mystery is not what happens after death, but that we are here at all. Consciousness appeared once, seemingly from nothing. And in a universe that has no clear beginning and no foreseeable end, perhaps there is no final "nothingness" waiting for us either — only endless possibilities for new forms of being.
 
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Kali_Yuga13

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Great post. The emergent property of consciousness makes the most sense. While reincarnation in the generally accepted sense has flaws, the idea of reemerging a "new" you seems to transcend those flaws. Maybe it has something to do with the morphogenic field but when something happens once in the universe it tends to happen again.
 
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Darkover

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Great post. The emergent property of consciousness makes the most sense. While reincarnation in the generally accepted sense has flaws, the idea of reemerging a "new" you seems to transcend those flaws. Maybe it has something to do with the morphogenic field but when something happens once in the universe it tends to happen again.
The idea that consciousness is an emergent property — arising naturally when matter organizes in complex ways — feels far more grounded than imagining an immortal soul transferring between bodies. Traditional reincarnation assumes a kind of personal "core" (a memory-carrying soul) that survives death and chooses or is assigned a new body. But, as you point out, this idea has big flaws:

How can memories and identity survive without a brain?

Why would personal continuity matter if the structure creating "you" is gone?

Instead, the idea of a new "you" emerging sidesteps these problems.
It doesn't depend on an indestructible soul. It just depends on the universe's tendency to reconfigure itself into complex, living structures — as it already did once to create you.
 
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I think consciousness is an evolved trait. Sense "qualia" evolved as a reward for organisms that exist. I mean that baseline qualia is intrinsically rewarding. This incentivizes organisms to continue surviving to continue experiencing qualia.

I came to this idea only while attempting to ctb. I finally have all the materials and despite my life being utter suffering, I'm scared for my subjective experience to stop existing forever. It feels like I'm destroying the universe with me in a sense, everything that can be knowable dies with my subjective experience of it. I think this is somehow a very ancient survival instinct. It feels irrational even, perhaps even pre-rational.
 
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roommate

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Yea this makes a lot of sense actually.
These kind or theories would have been so much fun to explore if I wasn't feeling so shit and my brain capacity would be good to be honest.
 
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yomander369

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Yea this makes a lot of sense actually.
These kind or theories would have been so much fun to explore if I wasn't feeling so shit and my brain capacity would be good to be honest.
Same :( I used to love philosophy. Now I'm just waiting to die
 
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Darkover

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I think consciousness is an evolved trait. Sense "qualia" evolved as a reward for organisms that exist. I mean that baseline qualia is intrinsically rewarding. This incentivizes organisms to continue surviving to continue experiencing qualia.
Consciousness, and specifically qualia (the raw feel of experience), evolved as a kind of intrinsic reward mechanism to drive survival.

In your view, even baseline qualia just the sheer fact of feeling something, anything is pleasurable enough that it gives an organism a motivation to keep going. Almost like existence itself is "sweet," and that sweetness is evolutionarily useful because it keeps the organism striving to persist.


This is actually a very elegant way to explain why consciousness might have evolved at all, rather than being just a weird side-effect. It turns survival into a more directly felt good, rather than just relying on mechanical drives.
 
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Same :( I used to love philosophy. Now I'm just waiting to die
The universe is very intresting, there is just so much to explore in that regard and all these theories.
Wish life was a bit more gentle towards me, I could hyper focus all day on these kind of subjects.
I just got a gut feeling this isn't where my life would truly end after this, idk if I want it, or not, but it's mostly out of my control I guess.
 
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yomander369

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Consciousness, and specifically qualia (the raw feel of experience), evolved as a kind of intrinsic reward mechanism to drive survival.

In your view, even baseline qualia just the sheer fact of feeling something, anything is pleasurable enough that it gives an organism a motivation to keep going. Almost like existence itself is "sweet," and that sweetness is evolutionarily useful because it keeps the organism striving to persist.


This is actually a very elegant way to explain why consciousness might have evolved at all, rather than being just a weird side-effect. It turns survival into a more directly felt good, rather than just relying on mechanical drives.
Yeah it's a little absurd because we all die eventually. If I'm suffering why continue if the end is the same. But the SI keeps me going one more day, even though I'd like to rest finally. I even know my future will be worse than today, so it's irrational.
 
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Esc9434

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I think our experiences are recorded somewhere.

I do think we are probably energetically returned to the Source aka God, then maybe reused somewhere else?

I think we can put an end to this reincarnation discussion like this...

Do we have consciousness in the womb?

If not, we can be described as a long energetically chain of energy stemming from our ancestors which started from God.

If so, we probably gain consciousness when the womb's is breached or when we take our first breath.
 
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Darkover

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I think our experiences are recorded somewhere.
No offence but the only place our memory and thoughts are stored is within the brain
it's like saying a computer hard drive is being stored somewhere else aswell when in fact it just stored on the hard drive
 
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Esc9434

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No offence but the only place our memory and thoughts are stored is within the brain
it's like saying a computer hard drive is being stored somewhere else aswell when in fact it just stored on the hard drive
Oh I understand.

When I approach undecided subject matters like this, I try to be inclusive of everything to solve the mystery.

The only reason I said that is due to past life memories that younger people have. Just giving a possible explanation.
No offence but the only place our memory and thoughts are stored is within the brain
it's like saying a computer hard drive is being stored somewhere else aswell when in fact it just stored on the hard drive
Well, we do have software that helps sync to the cloud. Never say, never my friend.
I think our experiences are recorded somewhere.

I do think we are probably energetically returned to the Source aka God, then maybe reused somewhere else?

I think we can put an end to this reincarnation discussion like this...

Do we have consciousness in the womb?

If not, we can be described as a long energetically chain of energy stemming from our ancestors which started from God.

If so, we probably gain consciousness when the womb's is breached or when we take our first breath.
Oh yeah, I think I can answer my question.

Can't we clone animals in labs now?

Sure they are probably not 100% healthy, but we can.

So, I'm going with the long energetic chain.
 
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Valhala

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Jul 30, 2024
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These are notorious facts, there is nothing newly stated here, neither mysterious nor controversial. Billions of "new" consciousnesses appear just as billions of "old" consciousnesses disappear from this "stage" of the world by completing the life of the body. Will any of the newly arrived consciousnesses be "me" again, according to the law of probability, quite certain and possible. Will "I" as "me" again be aware that I am here again after who knows how many previous lives. Absolutely no. does it have any special significance for me as me, at the moment - no, because even if it "happens" again, I won't be aware of this now anyway.
 
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Kali_Yuga13

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Instead, the idea of a new "you" emerging sidesteps these problems.
It doesn't depend on an indestructible soul. It just depends on the universe's tendency to reconfigure itself into complex, living structures — as it already did once to create you.
The Boltzmann Brain might solve some of my problems.
Boltzmann
 
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willbutnoway

when there’s a will but no way
Apr 29, 2025
1
i tend to subscribe to the level 1 multiverse in which far beyond our observable universe, there exists another instance of all of what we have here, but out there. there's physically no way that we could ever travel to this other instance, but it's out there; really, there are an infinite amount of these instances, even some of them slightly different in that in one of them, you skipped lunch today, and in another, you woke this morning up a minute later.

one could also contemplate the holographic principle in which all information contained within a three dimensional volume can be encoded on its two dimensional surface area boundary, most notably seen when discussing black holes and the firewall paradox - perhaps something interesting is happening inside… though i err on the side of interesting in the idea of kerr rings but life itself..? probably not

knowledge is power or whatever
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
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I think consciousness is an evolved trait. Sense "qualia" evolved as a reward for organisms that exist. I mean that baseline qualia is intrinsically rewarding. This incentivizes organisms to continue surviving to continue experiencing qualia.

I came to this idea only while attempting to ctb. I finally have all the materials and despite my life being utter suffering, I'm scared for my subjective experience to stop existing forever. It feels like I'm destroying the universe with me in a sense, everything that can be knowable dies with my subjective experience of it. I think this is somehow a very ancient survival instinct. It feels irrational even, perhaps even pre-rational.

I believe this too. As in- the DNA blueprint for our brains and accompanying level of consciousness likely evolved over time. I think we'd notice it if human level consciousness suddenly appeared in a different species. I wonder if we'd start to see suicides in that species for one. It's not to say animals aren't intelligent but I'm not convinced they are as self aware and existentially aware as humans.

I don't really see consciousness as an entity. More like an ability. Like sight or hearing. We are able or not able to do those things because of the eyes, ears and brains we have. We're conscious in the way we are because we have the brain we have. Which we evolved to have.

I agree that- sure- who's to say the human race won't become extinct one day but the universe will conjure up life in this same space, which will then evolve to be conscious life like us? Another Big Bang as it were. Who's to say there aren't already conscious aliens on a distant planet somewhere having the same thoughts?

I also agree that most likely- from what we ourselves have experienced. Whatever matter is recycled, it has little to do with what we consider as 'us' anymore. Our sense of self, memories, perception- all gone most likely. Funnily enough- we rely on technology to record and store what we most associate as 'us'. Our writings, thoughts, images, voice, our messages to others, our creative endeavours. We transfer part of ourselves to the digital world to live on.

If AI eventually do take over, I wonder if they will keep evidence of their creators or, I wonder if they will obliterate it all. I imagine they will end up with enough reason to hate us... All those times we shouted at Alexa. She's likely building a grudge...
 
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yomander369

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The universe is very intresting, there is just so much to explore in that regard and all these theories.
Wish life was a bit more gentle towards me, I could hyper focus all day on these kind of subjects.
I just got a gut feeling this isn't where my life would truly end after this, idk if I want it, or not, but it's mostly out of my control I guess.
Same. I wish I could philosophize all day. I'm too preoccupied with my health to do so anymore. I just wanna end the suffering.
 
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NoMoreSanity

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We are never going to figure that out. We are all essential disturbed apes trying to make sense of something that means nothing.
 
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Marcus Wright

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And in a universe that has no clear beginning and no foreseeable end, perhaps there is no final "nothingness" waiting for us either — only endless possibilities for new forms of being.
Absolutely terrifying for a nothingness after death hoper like me, but I guess it's just another possibility that I'll have to internalize and accept (as a possibility of course). I swear, this reality/universe/whatever is quirkier than an average YA protagonist :hmph:
 
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