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Notwinnernotawin

Notwinnernotawin

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Apr 4, 2020
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I'm so freaking tired I've been considering taking 30 clonazepam pills with 60 nortriptyline, I also have 30 and a few anti-inflammatory pills, a few of caffeine based painkillers and some antiemetics to prevent me from throwing all this shit up. I wonder if this could kill me. Might try to tie a rope around my carotids to make it faster. At this point I don't care about being damaged anymore. As long as my conscience is gone I'm good. People are denigrating me and lying on my behalf with some serious things. It's so humiliating hearing people I don't even know calling me retarded and cursing at me during 24 hours I can't take this anymore, it hurts so much. I just hope this dose is enough to put me into a coma at least. I don't want to live anymore. I just wished God had mercy on me.
 
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Dear, I am sorry that you're suffering so much, we can all understand that you're in distress and want the pain to stop.

But I am sorry to tell you that these "modern" medications are designed to not make one die. With 30 pills of clonazepam you'd likely have a good night's sleep and a bit more. With antidepressants you just risk getting serotonin syndrome, although the clonazepam might cancel it out. So you will just feel sick for 1-2-3 days honey.

Maybe research the website for more reliable methods?
 
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Notwinnernotawin

Notwinnernotawin

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Apr 4, 2020
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I also have a lot of vitamins but I don't know if they can be harmful...
Dear, I am sorry that you're suffering so much, we can all understand that you're in distress and want the pain to stop.

But I am sorry to tell you that these "modern" medications are designed to not make one die. With 30 pills of clonazepam you'd likely have a good night's sleep and a bit more. With antidepressants you just risk getting serotonin syndrome, although the clonazepam might cancel it out. So you will just feel sick for 1-2-3 days honey.

Maybe research the website for more reliable methods?
I don't have anything else. I can't succeed at hanging. I don't have any money.
 

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