So this is probably why I hate myself the most I am suppose to protect people but all I think about is why I understand the reasons now. Ten years trying to get better is pointless and all the negative news recently makes my end coming soon. I was responsible for dealing with all children who have had there innocents taken away and can no longer close my eyes without pain.
Unfortunately I will not be able to use a chemical method but have seen quite a bit of success with pellets in locked vehicle . I am still trying to figure out how to do it so no other people need to suffer like I do from death. I also need to leave something for my family and have just sold my last investment and hope it secure my children's future
I am fraud a loser and spent my entire time hiding my feeling by trying to help others. But I'm done that today.
I wonder how I could try and give my children some information without traumatizing them I dunno.
Unfortunately I will not be able to use a chemical method but have seen quite a bit of success with pellets in locked vehicle . I am still trying to figure out how to do it so no other people need to suffer like I do from death. I also need to leave something for my family and have just sold my last investment and hope it secure my children's future
I am fraud a loser and spent my entire time hiding my feeling by trying to help others. But I'm done that today.
I wonder how I could try and give my children some information without traumatizing them I dunno.
