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It’ll be a long time, before you ever see me again
- Aug 25, 2023
- 45
Hi Everyone,
I'm never on the forum side of thing so I apologize in advanced if there is like ambiguity or anything, as I know a lot of people here never use the chat function.
My eating disorder is getting very bad, to the point where I may pass away soon, and forgive me for being this way, but I would like to spend the time I have left with the people I love IRL . I do genuinely love and appreciate a lot of you guys, and I will never forget the time we spent together, I hope all of you make it out of this mess alive, you all deserve to be happy and to live long fulfilling lives. It is hard to me to fathom that I have been here for almost a year at this point, you guys helped me get through College, Breaking up with a woman I thought I was going to marry, problems at home, and honestly such much more that I do not have the time or words to list out here. So to that I say thank you, it means a lot.
To my friends here who have my contact information, you are more than welcome to reach out, just understand that I may not be very responsive, as between working significant amounts of overtime, as well as the low energy and volatility that comes with severe anorexia I don't have a lot of space to respond. That being said I am going to try.
I love you guys, at the moment this is precautionary. Who knows, maybe I will bounce back, maybe I will make it out of this hole I've dug for myself, but just incase, for maybe the last time:
In case I don't see you, good afternoon, good evening and goodnight.
I'm never on the forum side of thing so I apologize in advanced if there is like ambiguity or anything, as I know a lot of people here never use the chat function.
My eating disorder is getting very bad, to the point where I may pass away soon, and forgive me for being this way, but I would like to spend the time I have left with the people I love IRL . I do genuinely love and appreciate a lot of you guys, and I will never forget the time we spent together, I hope all of you make it out of this mess alive, you all deserve to be happy and to live long fulfilling lives. It is hard to me to fathom that I have been here for almost a year at this point, you guys helped me get through College, Breaking up with a woman I thought I was going to marry, problems at home, and honestly such much more that I do not have the time or words to list out here. So to that I say thank you, it means a lot.
To my friends here who have my contact information, you are more than welcome to reach out, just understand that I may not be very responsive, as between working significant amounts of overtime, as well as the low energy and volatility that comes with severe anorexia I don't have a lot of space to respond. That being said I am going to try.
I love you guys, at the moment this is precautionary. Who knows, maybe I will bounce back, maybe I will make it out of this hole I've dug for myself, but just incase, for maybe the last time:
In case I don't see you, good afternoon, good evening and goodnight.
