Leaving a good bye note?

[raindrops]

Would the police let the person you want to see it, let them see it?
I want to say "all I wanted was you and I couldn't go on not knowing anymore what I am to you, I love you always" or is that too much for someone to know?
I need him to know this as selfish as that may sound.

(no need to read this but I'll write it anyway)
I don't like saying ex because now we keep meeting up for dinner and intimacy and he has stayed over night 3 times now.

I'm worried, I'm so scared guys. There's this bi-sexual person he works with and his phone is constantly going off with messages from him...
He told me the other night that he was asking him what he prefers most, men or women. When he stayed over I woke up and checked my xbox app and saw during the night he had also checked the xbox app, this guy he works with plays on xbox whereas my partner has pc. I feel he was checking it to see if he was online.
Not only that he lied to me for some unknown reason that he was an old bloke when this bi-sexual guy is only 31, that's not old. Why lie? Wtf is happening.

 

[Linda]

Would the police let the person you want to see it, let them see it?
I want to say "all I wanted was you and I couldn't go on not knowing anymore what I am to you, I love you always" or is that too much for someone to know?
I need him to know this as selfish as that may sound.

(no need to read this but I'll write it anyway)
I don't like saying ex because now we keep meeting up for dinner and intimacy and he has stayed over night 3 times now.

I'm worried, I'm so scared guys. There's this bi-sexual person he works with and his phone is constantly going off with messages from him...
He told me the other night that he was asking him what he prefers most, men or women. When he stayed over I woke up and checked my xbox app and saw during the night he had also checked the xbox app, this guy he works with plays on xbox whereas my partner has pc. I feel he was checking it to see if he was online.
Not only that he lied to me for some unknown reason that he was an old bloke when this bi-sexual guy is only 31, that's not old. Why lie? Wtf is happening.

Don't ctb. Boyfriend problems can be difficult and painful to handle, but it is not worth leaving this world because of one man. No man is worth that,

 

[raindrops]

Don't ctb. Boyfriend problems can be difficult and painful to handle, but it is not worth leaving this world because of one man. No man is worth that,

I keep telling myself that but there's so much more I am so lonely! No friends literally! Job is terrible I couldn't afford living alone and I refuse. No money or savings no big family just my grandma and I'm 27 in 4 days. I have nothing to live for and if I had him at least we could work as a team through life. I'm about to go meet him now!! I've promised myself one more thing I can't handle I will have to do something about being here, I can't carry on like this. I come home from work, sit alone or speak with my so called ex partner. I have nothing. I'm confused. I don't drive so I'm going to ask if he wants to go chill at the cliff today I need to see it up close and decide obviously I'd ctb with no one around

 

[Linda]

I keep telling myself that but there's so much more I am so lonely! No friends literally! Job is terrible I couldn't afford living alone and I refuse. No money or savings no big family just my grandma and I'm 27 in 4 days. I have nothing to live for and if I had him at least we could work as a team through life. I'm about to go meet him now!! I've promised myself one more thing I can't handle I will have to do something about being here, I can't carry on like this. I come home from work, sit alone or speak with my so called ex partner. I have nothing. I'm confused. I don't drive so I'm going to ask if he wants to go chill at the cliff today I need to see it up close and decide obviously I'd ctb with no one around

I wish I could be 27 again. (I'm 67, and in declining health.) So that's at least one thing you have going for you. Whatever you decide to do, good luck.