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wannafly

wannafly

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Dec 4, 2020
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Hey guys, been a while and I've been through hospital in the meanwhile. I had the thought over the last hours of the night since I can't sleep about my method.
Previously mainly thinking about N or SN or other synth opioids, the other night I went fully manic suicidal on 20 2mg bars of Xanax. I don't remember much apart from cutting myself and feeling nothing. The rest is in my last post but now somewhat less important, I got hospitalised though. Now I'm thinking - what if I'm in the tub, take 40 bars - and I've never done it before but sniff like .3-.5 of H, then go for the jugular in the tub by brand new stanley. Is that possible or by the time I take all 40 bars with the H will I be already blacked out on the floor before I even get out of my room into the tub?

At what time after doing both would I want to start on the jugular? Dark I know, but the late night has me wondering.

Obviously I'd do a wipe down of my room and it's unpleasant cleanup afterwards, but I'll be gone anyways.

If I had left over H, can you just boof it in a pill capsule or is it necessary to mix with water for that? Can you bomb it just to ensure damage?

~W
 
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theboy

theboy

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I really don't know how to answer you but in this thread they talk about methods with drugs. I don't know if this is what you're looking for, but here's the link.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/suicide-resource-compilation.3/
 
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