I live in a country where euthanasia may be legal soon. I want my death to appear natural (don't want anybody to know it was suicide), this is why this is taking me so long, because I can't find the way. But, just in case something go wrong if I do it (for example, if I jumped -not very likely method for me but I'm getting more and more desperated- and I survived but as a tetraplegic, for example, or if some method causes me severe brain damage), I would want to be euthanised. My family is strongly in favor of euthanasy in that king of cases, so won't be a problem. But it is since... I must have left it "written". In a will, for example. And how in the world would I make a will if I want to conceal my suicide and, also, I have no properties, nothing to left anyone. It would look too suspicious.
As I said, I have not found my method yet (and I'm desperate because each day a worst thing happens) but, knowing that euthanasia may become legal and to protect myself in case of surviving in awful conditions, I would need to be clear about that. But, again, it would be extremely suspicious. A "natural" / "accidental" death (or intend) just after making an unnecessary will asking to be euthanised if something happens and I'm not in conditions to keep living? No one would buy the death / intend as accidental.
I don't know what to do.
As I said, I have not found my method yet (and I'm desperate because each day a worst thing happens) but, knowing that euthanasia may become legal and to protect myself in case of surviving in awful conditions, I would need to be clear about that. But, again, it would be extremely suspicious. A "natural" / "accidental" death (or intend) just after making an unnecessary will asking to be euthanised if something happens and I'm not in conditions to keep living? No one would buy the death / intend as accidental.
I don't know what to do.
