Last suicide by cop thread update (not doing it)

[ryndyn]

You guys have helped me come to terms with the fact that this is a shitty solution. I feel like the reason I'm so drawn to it is inherently selfish and while someone will inevitably be hurt by my death I can't make someone shoot me. thank you guys for that cause now I see how many different ways it could end besides just being dead. It was also late last night when I posted that and I just woke up so seeing it with a clearer head helped too

im back to the drawing board now I guess. I really wish I could get my own gun because that's my ideal method but I can't afford 200+ for street prices. Also I apologize if these threads are getting annoying or spammy now

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm glad you've cleared your mind.
Look at the bright side: now you have more time to think of a better method.
Just like you, I wish I could get a gun but I can't afford it either.
I'll probably hang myself whenever I have the guts.

 

[JustABunchOfAtoms]

I wish I had a gun too

 

[_Kaira_]

Don't worry about the threads. I'm happy you had a change in mind of your chosen method.

I know how you feel. Even I can't afford my most wanted method (SN) so I have to wait till I can.