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ddd1234

Experienced
Nov 23, 2021
268
God, I don't want to associate with some Mexican gangsters to obtain a peaceful pill. Bring me peaceful death right now! I demand this!
 
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Painless_end

Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
I relate to your last sentence.
 
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jamesmorgan

Member
Nov 30, 2021
10
God, I don't want to associate with some Mexican gangsters to obtain a peaceful pill. Bring me peaceful death right now! I demand this!
I'm in exactly the same boat. I live halfway across the world from the supposedly reliable sources of a peaceful pill, can't obtain N or SN or anything. Why do they make us suffer when we're trying to end our own suffering?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,625
I believe there is no God. Life is just meaningless suffering. We are only here because of evolution. We all deserve a peaceful exit at a time of our choosing. It is cruel how we are denied this. Nobody asked to exist in the first place, we have no obligations to stay alive. The problem is the society tries to force us to live. Many people live under a delusion that life is always worth living, allowing us a peaceful exit would shatter this false belief. Existence is suffering. I hope you find peace.
 
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healthrecovery

Specialist
Sep 25, 2021
378
Mexican cartel does help people to a peacefull exit tho
 
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ddd1234

Experienced
Nov 23, 2021
268
Mexican gangster has more mercy than God. I used to think that God doesn't exist, but looking at my life, at what happened to me, it shouldn't be totally random. God wanted to make a joke of me, wanted to ridicule me, that's why I suffer now. God, if you have at least a fraction of mercy, take me while I sleep. Please!
 
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eternalmelancholy

waiting for the bus
Mar 24, 2021
1,168
From the communications I've had with D, he doesn't sound like a gangster at all. Otherwise he would be the most courteous and professional gangster I have ever encountered. I have received worse customer service from retail shops.

You shouldn't bad mouth someone who is providing an invaluable service. He has reshipped bottles due to shipping problems for free. I know the cost of N is steep but you can't put a price on achieving a peaceful death.
 
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ddd1234

Experienced
Nov 23, 2021
268
From the communications I've had with D, he doesn't sound like a gangster at all. Otherwise he would be the most courteous and professional gangster I have ever encountered. I have received worse customer service from retail shops.

You shouldn't bad mouth someone who is providing an invaluable service. He has reshipped bottles due to shipping problems for free. I know the cost of N is steep but you can't put a price on achieving a peaceful death.
yep but if you do something illigal you are a kind of a gangser. But anyway, he is our last hope. We lost hope in ourselves, in life in god, the only hope we have is some "businessman" from Mexico. That's sooo sad :(
 
Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,472
God will not kill you just because you want it. It is on you to finish the job
 
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soverytired

soverytired

can't **** with the physical world
Jan 5, 2021
28
God, I don't want to associate with some Mexican gangsters to obtain a peaceful pill. Bring me peaceful death right now! I demand this!
Are you afraid of getting into more trouble or just think that it's immoral? I think that if you really need it, this transaction isn't more immoral than taking part in this shitty system everyday.
 
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healthrecovery

Specialist
Sep 25, 2021
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ddd1234

Experienced
Nov 23, 2021
268
Are you afraid of getting into more trouble or just thinking that it's immoral? I think that if you really need it, this transaction isn't more immoral than taking part in this shitty system everyday.
more trouble is my main concern
 

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