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HopingOnaMiracle

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I've been using research ketamine almost daily. It brings me in the dream state. Makes me bring in an entire different staten of mind.

Best thing is it makes me pain go away. Ketamine is also suppored to help as a therapy. I did it before with psychologist but it didnt cure me at all.

I lost all hope and and probably making it worse by abusing ketamine. I just want mu fucking meto to arrive. I need to die. Tomorrow ill recieve my new ketamine. I just want to feel numbed down.

Anyone did this and and have advice.
 
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EvisceratedJester

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You shouldn't be using ketamine too often unless you plan on pissing blood. Frequent ketamine use is linked to urinary tract damage, with using ketamine as little as three times a week being enough to lead to changes in bladder function. The good news is that if caught early enough, symptoms can be reversed.

While I understand that you find that ketamine is helping you at the moment, you should try to reduce how often you are using it.
 
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pauly369

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Ive heard really good things about ketamine for depression.
Here in the UK I asked my therapist if I could try ketamine because nothing works for me as regards meds.
I think it is prescribed here under the name " ESKETAMIINE ".
The therapist didnt even know what I was talking about and gave Me a wierd look.
Fucking typical.
 
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You shouldn't be using ketamine too often unless you plan on pissing blood. Frequent ketamine use is linked to urinary tract damage, with using ketamine as little as three times a week being enough to lead to changes in bladder function. The good news is that if caught early enough, symptoms can be reversed.

While I understand that you find that ketamine is helping you at the moment, you should try to reduce how often you are using it.
I read this aswell. I was hoping I could try ketamine for my depression but these side effects put me off.
 
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divinemistress36

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Ketamine didnt help me but it makes fear death less
 
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"They" are also saying the active ingredient in magic mushrooms might be useful in treating certain forms of mental illness. In the 60's they were saying that stuff could drive you insane. :pfff:
 
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I read this aswell. I was hoping I could try ketamine for my depression but these side effects put me off.
It shouldn't be too much of a worry so long as you aren't using it too much. Then again, I'm not a medical expert. I'm pretty sure that those in charge of administering the treatment will probably make sure to put some measures in place to avoid this issue and to try and minimize any other undesirable side effects.
"They" are also saying the active ingredient in magic mushrooms might be useful in treating certain forms of mental illness. In the 60's they were saying that stuff could drive you insane. :pfff:
A lot of those people saying that weren't researchers, at least from what I know. It was mainly the government trying to push that idea. A lot of the anti-psychedelic and anti-marijuana campaigns were made to try and provoke fear in the public eye in order to draw in support for strict anti-drug laws.
 
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daysfeel

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I get a regular prescription for ket. It's not that amazing. I like painkillers and CBD a lot more.
 
fallingleaves

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Nov 21, 2024
225
I've been using research ketamine almost daily. It brings me in the dream state. Makes me bring in an entire different staten of mind.

Best thing is it makes me pain go away. Ketamine is also suppored to help as a therapy. I did it before with psychologist but it didnt cure me at all.

I lost all hope and and probably making it worse by abusing ketamine. I just want mu fucking meto to arrive. I need to die. Tomorrow ill recieve my new ketamine. I just want to feel numbed down.

Anyone did this and and have advice.
What's research ketamine? I've done ketamine therapy before. I wish I was in a position to go back.
 
EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

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Oct 21, 2023
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What's research ketamine? I've done ketamine therapy before. I wish I was in a position to go back.
Basically, they are taking a substance that has ketamine-like effects. Research chemicals in the context of drugs refers to substances that are developed to mimic the mechanisms of action of other drugs.

Typically, the novel substances or "designer drugs" are analogues or chemical derivatives of controlled substances designed to produce effects similar to the controlled substances they mimic. In contrast to classic illicit drugs ("street drugs"), novel psychoactive substances are typically sold through the Internet ("internet drugs"). The substances are misbranded as "research chemicals", "bath salts", "plant food", and labelled as "not for human consumption".
 
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fallingleaves

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Nov 21, 2024
225
Basically, they are taking a substance that has ketamine-like effects. Research chemicals in the context of drugs refers to substances that are developed to mimic the mechanisms of action of other drugs.
I've never heard of a ketamine-like research chemical but I'm sure they exist and now I vaguely want to try one but also wish I could just go back to the stupid clinic.
 
EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

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I've never heard of a ketamine-like research chemical but I'm sure they exist and now I vaguely want to try one but also wish I could just go back to the stupid clinic.
You probably shouldn't do that since you don't know the risks. If you mostly are just looking to get high then, depending on where you live, you could try getting your hands on some classical psychedelics instead. I think that there are sites online that sell psilocybin mushroom growing kits and there are also places online where you can purchase the plants needed to extract your own DMT.
 

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