Just venting

[Treeline589]

I really just want to die. I keep searching for a quick painless method. All I do is think about dying 24/7. I am thinking of CTB tomorrow. I'm just trying to find the courage.

Sorry for complaining, I just feel so awful and wish I was no longer here.

 

[Kobusu]

It's okay friend, I know how it feels. I'm there too and I'm thinking about trying again sometime soon as well. I know how much it hurts and how hard it is to find the strength to actually do it. I'm hoping I find it too. I hope you feel better friend, you shouldn't feel this way. Nobody should.

 

[FuneralCry]

I feel the same way. I am very tired of living and at this point I have suffered enough. I understand that it can be hard to carry on when you are in so much pain. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.

 

[Somber]

I really just want to die. I keep searching for a quick painless method. All I do is think about dying 24/7. I am thinking of CTB tomorrow. I'm just trying to find the courage.

Sorry for complaining, I just feel so awful and wish I was no longer here.

I recommend you to do your research first before making any attempts. You don't want to make any mistakes and end up worse than before.

 

[Treeline589]

I have been doing research, trust me I don't want to fail and have to deal with that. I just wish it was an easy thing to do.