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LastLook

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Apr 27, 2022
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Context: I have very weak body now.

I was 1.5 hrs asleep, when i felt a pressure on my right neck. Feels like my carotid is bursting. It wasnt a nightmare, im half awake that time and the pain is real.

I couldn't move during the first few seconds during that time, I had accepted that this may be the end.

I felt peace and chaos at the same time. I really cant explain it through words.
 
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TheLastK

TheLastK

You can just call me K
Aug 6, 2022
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Wow that sounds painful, are you ok? maybe you should contact a doctor or emergency services in case this is debilitating and doesn't result in the intended outcome, although I hope you find reason to not want this going forward. Good luck regardless.
 
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FuneralCry

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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It sounds terrifying experiencing that pain out of nowhere. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief from suffering.
 
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LastLook

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Wow that sounds painful, are you ok? maybe you should contact a doctor or emergency services in case this is debilitating and doesn't result in the intended outcome, although I hope you find reason to not want this going forward. Good luck regardless.
Thank you for your kind words.. Im still gathering courage to go to a doctor.
It sounds terrifying experiencing that pain out of nowhere. I hope that in whatever happens, you find relief from suffering.
Thanks mate. I appreciate the thoughts.
 
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