Just out of curiosity

[ineedtoctb]

If you are planning to CTB what are you doing to mentally prepare yourself for a transition to the other side ?

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Nothing; there is no other side.

 

[SpaceCadet]

What i'm doing is drowing in my self pity

 

[UnravelingWinter]

Going to try to kill myself when I'm as mentally ready as I can be, so there are no regrets.

 

[deathbydragon]

The realization that "nothing" is better than this existence.

 

[yonina]

hoping and praying that there is no other side tbh. the idea that the reward for my shithole life is to be conscious for the rest of eternity seems nauseating to me. peak exhaustion with consciousness has prepped me to ctb more than anything else

 

[Red Scare]

I don't believe there is another side, I expect death to be a transition into non being. Getting prepared by reminding myself how bad my life sucks, and that it's all downhill from here. Looking at photos of my late husband, and our cat, watching videos we recorded. I'll be joining them soon in death, and though I expect that to be the end of my consciousness, somehow preparing to ctb, I feel closer to them.

 

[mundanejane]

overanalyzing. overthinking. overreacting. overanalyzing. overthinking. overreacting. overanalyzing. overthinking. overreacting. you get it

 

[FuneralCry]

I look forward to death, it is all I want and the thought of dying is very comforting to me. I do not believe there to be anything on the other side, once I lose consciousness I will cease to exist and I will be gone. I believe death to be like how before we were born, time passed and yet we were not aware of anything.

 

[I need peace]

I don't believe in an other side, I'm just trying to tie all the loose ends before I go

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

Treading water