just one small mistake can ruin everything..

[_Minsk]

one small mistake can ruin the work and efforts of many months/years or even a lifetime.. its so cruel and sad...:/

 

[sanguineblade]

it's very unfair
exactly
i had my whole health my whole body destroyed because of 1 millisecond mistake

 

[ddd1234]

one small mistake can ruin the work and efforts of many months/years or even a lifetime.. its so cruel and sad...:/

Yep, me too. One stupid mistake, and everything, literally everything is destroyed. And it could be like a dream. That haunts me 24/7. Doctors cannot diagnose me, because they have never seen anything like this. Depression and super high angriness, rumination, and anxiety that doesn't stop even for a moment. Suicide thoughts every day, every 5 minutes for the last 6 weeks.

I had a great life, could have even better. Now everything is in the trash. Instead of spending New year's eve with my friends, I will spend it in bed with constant regrets, or in psych wards, because my mind deteriorates quickly.

Cannot even drink a glass of champagne because of antidepressants.

Hopefully, I will not make it to New year's Eve.

 

[healthrecovery]

Same here i made a row of mistakes...worst one was taking an injection of invega sustenna now im braindamaged
Wish i could ctb with u guys

 

[_Minsk]

it's very unfair
exactly
i had my whole health my whole body destroyed because of 1 millisecond mistake

me too, im sorry:/

Yep, me too. One stupid mistake, and everything, literally everything is destroyed. And it could be like a dream. That haunts me 24/7. Doctors cannot diagnose me, because they have never seen anything like this. Depression and super high angriness, rumination, and anxiety that doesn't stop even for a moment. Suicide thoughts every day, every 5 minutes for the last 6 weeks.

I had a great life, could have even better. Now everything is in the trash. Instead of spending New year's eve with my friends, I will spend it in bed with constant regrets, or in psych wards, because my mind deteriorates quickly.

Cannot even drink a glass of champagne because of antidepressants.

Hopefully, I will not make it to New year's Eve.

yes, i could have written this, i wish we all could go back in time.. im sorry, i feel the same way, beside isolation theres not much else..

sending much love and hugs to you both

it's very unfair
exactly
i had my whole health my whole body destroyed because of 1 millisecond mistake

me too, im sorry:/

Yep, me too. One stupid mistake, and everything, literally everything is destroyed. And it could be like a dream. That haunts me 24/7. Doctors cannot diagnose me, because they have never seen anything like this. Depression and super high angriness, rumination, and anxiety that doesn't stop even for a moment. Suicide thoughts every day, every 5 minutes for the last 6 weeks.

I had a great life, could have even better. Now everything is in the trash. Instead of spending New year's eve with my friends, I will spend it in bed with constant regrets, or in psych wards, because my mind deteriorates quickly.

Cannot even drink a glass of champagne because of antidepressants.

Hopefully, I will not make it to New year's Eve.

yes, i could have written this, i wish we all could go back in time.. im sorry, i feel the same way, beside isolation theres not much else..

sending much love and hugs to you both

 

[ddd1234]

me too, im sorry:/

yes, i could have written this, i wish we all could go back in time.. im sorry, i feel the same way, beside isolation theres not much else..

sending much love and hugs to you both

me too, im sorry:/

yes, i could have written this, i wish we all could go back in time.. im sorry, i feel the same way, beside isolation theres not much else..

sending much love and hugs to you both

It's surreal. Just a couple of months ago I had a normal life, and now I think about suicide. That's sooo weird.

 

[healthrecovery]

It's surreal. Just a couple of months ago I had a normal life, and now I think about suicide. That's sooo weird.

Same here...everything changed within a split second

 

[FuneralCry]

After all, life is very unfair. There is unlimited potential for suffering, there is no limit as to how horrible things can get. Hard work is nothing compared to luck and chance in this life. Mistakes can haunt us for a lifetime. I believe that in many cases, people thought they were doing the right thing at the time and they thought their actions were for the best, however it can be painful dealing with regret. It is shocking how easily lives can be ruined.

 

[Dot]

Sme. All dwn 2 splt-scnd decisns mde bsed on chldhd expernces.

 

[healthrecovery]

Sme. All dwn 2 splt-scnd decisns mde bsed on chldhd expernces.

Your writing is pretty epic bro you leave out half letters but im able to read it completely

 

[Dot]

Your writing is pretty epic bro you leave out half letters but im able to read it completely

Ha gld u lke it

 

[Life sucks]

Life is a bad game, there is only one life and try followed by a bad ending.

 

[noname223]

I am scared that one mistake of mine during a suicide attempt could lead to severe damage. I am always neurotic when it comes to decision making.

 

[sadnurse]

My life was changed by a surgery gone wrong

 

[Tomoko]

God yes. One mistake is all it took for my life to topple to the point where I made an account on a suicide forum. (Not that I regret being here though. You are all lovely.) But my life has been absolutely fucking wrecked ever since I made the mistake months back. Years of making things stable down the fucking toilet in just one June morning.

 

[ddd1234]

Same here...everything changed within a split second

It's unbearable. I feel like in some horror movie.

 

[ihatemylife]

It's unbearable. I feel like in some horror movie.

same

 

[ddd1234]

same

The worst thing is if your mistake is embarrassing one... then you cannot even tell anybody of it and you kept it to yourself which is very exhausting....