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greyback330

greyback330

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Oct 20, 2020
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I'm going to ctb next month for some reasons. I just woke up now with a nightmare about the thing I'm gonna ctb cuz of it.
Now i feel like I'm ready to go wuth no hesitation.
I know my words maybe random but, i just wanted to share this.
 
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Mar 24, 2018
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I'm going to ctb next month for some reasons. I just woke up now with a nightmare about the thing I'm gonna ctb cuz of it.
Now i feel like I'm ready to go wuth no hesitation.
I know my words maybe random but, i just wanted to share this.
Becareful the mind has a way of tricking you if you're talking about a sleeping nightmare. My mind does this to me even in dream state. It eggs me on to kill myself if my waking world wasn't enough. Just wanted to let you know.

Also it's been proven if you obsess about something in your waking life you will dream about it.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Well, I had a dream last week in which I CTB so I understand what you mean!
I guess our time is coming!
 
greyback330

greyback330

Student
Oct 20, 2020
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Becareful the mind has a way of tricking you if you're talking about a sleeping nightmare. My mind does this to me even in dream state. It eggs me on to kill myself if my waking world wasn't enough. Just wanted to let you know.
Nah i don't have many episodes of nightmares, I've decided before
Well, I had a dream last week in which I CTB so I understand what you mean!
I guess our time is coming!
::) in this dream i was going to ctb too, eeh sad life i guess.
 
Tintypographer

Tintypographer

I am done as of 4-21-2023. Somewhere I am no more
Apr 29, 2020
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So sorry. It's tough when even our dreams contain the things we fear. We are supposed to be free from the despair when we sleep.
 
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justanotherstar

justanotherstar

Life: you can’t fire me, I quit.
Nov 23, 2020
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It's horrible when we have nightmares that are so real our whole body reacts as If it were real. These feelings will pass, try not to make any hasty decisions. We are here for you
 
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