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Downbylife

Downbylife

Member
Feb 27, 2021
62
Just got the med test results and my body is to weak to carry on the treatment so basically I'm stuck in a coma waiting to be unable to live.

It seems like my fate is doomed, not even sad anymore, just empty shell waiting for the inevitable.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
I'm really sorry to hear this, dear.
I wish I could help you somehow.

Feel free to pm me if you need to talk!

Hugs and love,

Matt
 
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Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,155
I am so sorry. Sending much hugs and love your way.
 
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OpheliasFlowers

OpheliasFlowers

Specialist
Apr 2, 2019
348
I am so sorry. :( I don't know why some get such healthy, strong bodies in this life and others go through hell on earth due to physical, and mental, issues. It's not fair. Sending you support and a hug.
 
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DisillusionedDragon

DisillusionedDragon

Pessimist/Antinatalist
Nov 25, 2020
172
I'm really sorry.
My only advice is to try to distract yourself as much as possible. Try to do things that might make you feel better, even if it's just listening to a song you like or have nice memories attached to.
I'm also always open to chatting.

Hugs,
DD
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,615
Life is very cruel to us, our bodies have the potential to torture us and we can have little control over this. It can really be awful. I wish you the best.
 
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Downbylife

Downbylife

Member
Feb 27, 2021
62
Thank you all for all the kind words, It means a world to me, seriously. I'm feeling less alone knowing that I can talk to you here.

I'm really, really grateful :heart:
 
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