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Zeus35

Zeus35

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Apr 4, 2022
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I feel exhausted and depressed and I've not even got out of bed yet
 
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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
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Hey Gemstone.
Take your time.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I always feel terrible and I never feel well, I understand. I'm sorry that you are suffering so much. I wish you the best.
 
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GreenTree

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Only reason I get out of bed is too smoke. What a life hey.
 
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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

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I'm about to get back into bed.
 
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GreenTree

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Jun 1, 2020
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I'm about to get back into bed.
Fair play. Is it 4pm or you in America. I'd stay all day in bed bit there's something inside that makes you get up even if only for an hour. Eating. Showering. Shaving everything hard work. Dead inside but alive. Need pain gone. Might be pain after death but who knows. Dread pain on family but summed up it would be better if I was dead even though it won't seam it too them. Hate this fucked up thing called life.
 
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DPJ187

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Apr 14, 2022
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I'm not having a good day either. Some days are better than others, some are worse and them there are those days. I hope you guys know your not facing these days alone. All I have done today is got up, smoked until the pain stopped and am now going back to bed so when I wake up it will be night time and no one else in the world will be awake. (Except some of you). We need these days sometimes to remind us of our torment, remind us why CTB might just be the better option. We deserve to be heard and we want N legalised and assisted dying to be open to anyone mentally capable and old enough.
 
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Judy Garland

Judy Garland

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Mar 23, 2022
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Fair play. Is it 4pm or you in America. I'd stay all day in bed bit there's something inside that makes you get up even if only for an hour. Eating. Showering. Shaving everything hard work. Dead inside but alive. Need pain gone. Might be pain after death but who knows. Dread pain on family but summed up it would be better if I was dead even though it won't seam it too them. Hate this fucked up thing called life.
It's about 11:30am, and yes even small tasks feel like hard work. Feel better.
 
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LittleBlackCat

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Feb 6, 2020
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I'm not having a good day either. Some days are better than others, some are worse and them there are those days. I hope you guys know your not facing these days alone. All I have done today is got up, smoked until the pain stopped and am now going back to bed so when I wake up it will be night time and no one else in the world will be awake. (Except some of you). We need these days sometimes to remind us of our torment, remind us why CTB might just be the better option. We deserve to be heard and we want N legalised and assisted dying to be open to anyone mentally capable and old enough.
Well said.
 
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outrider567

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Apr 5, 2022
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I feel exhausted and depressed and I've not even got out of bed yet
I always get out of bed immediately and put a film on right away, just to cope---Because the second I wake up, I'm depressed, and I try to fill my mind with something else
 
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