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[drivingaround]

I feel extremely scared right now. Last week i tried partial suspension hanging and couldn't pass out. I'm in the hospital but it was my asking my dr that made me come here. Suicidal feelings have just got worse and i see no hope for my future. Have spent a few days planning but just tried and failed to pass out again. There's basically only one place to do it here and it's just not the right structure.

Just feel really terrified now because I'm pretty sure someone will notice. I don't want to be put in a stricter hospital or have a crisis with my family finding out. Like i just want to be out of here. I want to be unconscious so i don't have to deal with this.

 

[faust]

I am not a big pro in convincing doctors, but you can try to pretend you feel much better now.
Btw you won't lose all your family because of your CTB attempt.
Wish you a good luck in whatever you do

 

[randomz]

Maybe give yourself a little rest and think on your decision as it's such an important one. What are your reasons to CTB? You can talk to us here if you want, talking your problems out could have a great effect on your feelings.

 

[s1mplem3]

How about other methods?