Just curious

[Lily (Osako)]

Is it normal to think that if I have everything I need to ctb I'll feel a little better, like it will be one weight lifted off my shoulders?
I feel that somehow just having the option ready and available, it will alleviate some of this stress and worry.

 

[outrider567]

Is it normal to think that if I have everything I need to ctb I'll feel a little better, like it will be one weight lifted off my shoulders?
I feel that somehow just having the option ready and available, it will alleviate some of this stress and worry.

Yes

 

[FuneralCry]

Yes, I think that for many people it can be such a relief having the option of a way to exit, knowing that they can leave at a time of their own choosing as feeling trapped in this world can be such a dreadful feeling. No one should ever have to feel as though they are stuck here. Those who have a peaceful way to exit are very lucky.

 

[Hercules]

It's normal. Knowing you have a reliable method available that you can use anytime is a relief, because it gives you back some control over your life and you no longer feel backed into a corner and trapped. It's like a security blanket. For some people, it is enough knowing that they have it just in case they need it someday.

 

[Dot]

It's normal. Knowing you have a reliable method available that you can use anytime is a relief, because it gives you back some control over your life and you no longer feel backed into a corner and trapped. It's like a security blanket. For some people, it is enough knowing that they have it just in case they need it someday.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

That's normal. It's no different than having a security blanket stashed away. It's comforting to know it is there should you need it.