Story Jesus is real

[Slimetae]

Hello Everyone the last time I was here I wanted to end my life . Im 23 I was addicted to pornography since 8-9 I was exposed through magazines I was supposed to take to the trash they fell out . It didn't lead me to masturbation yet . It did leave me down the path of objectifying those around me my siblings anyone I could get my hands on to gratify my lust . I could not control myself it led to me being charged with juvenile sexual assault . I lived with shame and guilt for what i did for years .It only fueled my porn addiction and depression. Last year my mom got sick almost lost her life I prayed for the first time in a while . Jesus answered and saved my mom she is still recovering but very well. I stuck with praying and reading my bible because I thought I owed it to him . I went the wrong way about it and was still struggling with my addiction . He made me realize that he loves me and wants a genuine relationship with me not forced or out of an unhealthy fear . This past year I have went further with Jesus than I have ever in my life . I was a slave to my lust guilt shame depression . He freed me of that through his sacrificial love on the cross. He reminds me of when I struggle I'm not a slave to my desires I'm not my thoughts or my past . It was not overnight and I still struggle but I want to
Live fight the good fight and do the will of my father . He saved me he can save you too just give him a chance . I know how you all feel it will be hard you will fall short we all do ur not ur depression.

 

[DivineSpark]

I am glad you found way out and obtain peace....my master on other hand is sadistic and cruel. Just loves tormenting me on daily basis.

 

[Slimetae]

I am glad you found way out and obtain peace....my master on other hand is sadistic and cruel. Just loves tormenting me on daily basis.

It is a lie from the enemy brother u will be free jesus ask you to reveal yourself to this young man or woman and heal there pain Bless them and expose them to you're relentless love in Jesus name amen !!

 

[DivineSpark]

It is a lie from the enemy brother u will be free jesus ask you to reveal yourself to this young man or woman and heal there pain Bless them and expose them to you're relentless love in Jesus name amen !!

I want God and Jesus give me second chance. I promise, I wont fuck up things this time.

 

[EternalShore]

I'm glad to hear that finding Jesus has made you whole and feel way better than before! :D May He continue to be with you and your mom through all the trials of life~ :) and may you, through His power, be able to fully overcome your addictions and get to go to Heaven~ :)

 

[deadstillwalking]

Stay strong brother, I'm proud of you

 

[Slimetae]

I want God and Jesus give me second chance. I promise, I wont fuck up things this time.

Lean on his grace u are forgiven ask him pray we all fall short of the glory of god everyday . Keep ur eyes on him keep seeking he will not forsake you he is faithful when we are faithless . Read you're word if it's one page a day two or ten read and ask for understanding and healing he is with u he love u and wants you to
Come home .

Stay strong brother, I'm proud of you

Thank you You as well Christ is our strength .

I'm glad to hear that finding Jesus has made you whole and feel way better than before! :D May He continue to be with you and your mom through all the trials of life~ :) and may you, through His power, be able to fully overcome your addictions and get to go to Heaven~ :)

Thank you may he fill u up with his Holy Spirit and free you may I see all my brothers and sisters in heaven !

 

[Lookingtoflyfree]

The last thing a place of safety needs is religious posts like this. If I wanted this, I'd go to church. Take this content elsewhere.

 

[starboy2k]

The last thing a place of safety needs is religious posts like this. If I wanted this, I'd go to church. Take this content elsewhere.

Ok because how many pastors are sexual deviants and "Jesus" aint doing a damn thing to stop them. The only correct reply on this thread I fear.

 

[StupidCat]

He saved me he can save you too just give him a chance

Don't forget, the christian path is a difficult one, the rocky narrow one. Although, faith is a powerful thing, we as humans can err, and do so very often. Just remember to stay in His light and although you are already saved, let your words speak through works and be the light for those around you.

 

[Karera]

Utterly appalled at your effort to try and corrupt vulnerable people on a suicide discussion forum, but also not surprised.

 

[Lookingtoflyfree]

Utterly appalled at your effort to try and corrupt vulnerable people on a suicide discussion forum, but also not surprised.

Seriously - going to flag this. This is the typical religious way of spreading 'The Gospel' and we should do better than that.

 

[Slimetae]

Don't forget, the christian path is a difficult one, the rocky narrow one. Although, faith is a powerful thing, we as humans can err, and do so very often. Just remember to stay in His light and although you are already saved, let your words speak through works and be the light for those around you.

Thank you for the reminder yes it is not easy god bless you .

Utterly appalled at your effort to try and corrupt vulnerable people on a suicide discussion forum, but also not surprised.

I'm just sharing my story and encounter I'm not trying to corrupt anyone. It was put on my heart to share that's all .

Seriously - going to flag this. This is the typical religious way of spreading 'The Gospel' and we should do better than that.

I'm sorry you feel that way I'm not trying to convert any of you not my place it is his .im just sharing what he put on my heart to share

Ok because how many pastors are sexual deviants and "Jesus" aint doing a damn thing to stop them. The only correct reply on this thread I fear.

Yes there are people who hurt other people in the church the lord will repay them back for their works if they are unrepentant. There is also free will he can not force anyone to do what he wants them too only guide . All love to u

The last thing a place of safety needs is religious posts like this. If I wanted this, I'd go to church. Take this content elsewhere.

I'm sorry you feel that way just sharing what was put on my heart not trying to convert anyone not my place it's his . God bless you all love

 

[milkteacrown]

Please don't say you "couldn't control yourself." You could. Unless you were not legally sane, you had every bit of control over the actions which caused you to abuse a child. People like you are the reason I am on SaSu, who turned my life into a hellhole of misery and sex work and further abuse and self-objectification. Why do you get to be saved by some man in the sky just because you feel "sorry" you took someone's innocence? Even though you aren't even sorry, because you're excusing yourself by saying you weren't in control of your actions and you're diminishing the weight of your crime by saying it in legal terms.

 

[EternalShore]

I'm sorry that the community isn't particularly welcoming to you rn~ :( many people here have strong negative feelings for Christianity, altho there are some Christians here too~

If you do plan on talking about it more, I'd use the Politics & Philosophy subforum in the Off-Topic section more often than not (altho, there are posts like this one that can be suitable elsewhere), picking your battles carefully, and being very careful in how your word things~ :)

have a huggy! :3

 

[The Actual Devil]

f you do plan on talking about it more, I'd use the Politics & Philosophy subforum in the Off-Topic section more often than not (altho, there are posts like this one that can be suitable elsewhere), picking your battles carefully, and being very careful in how your word things~ :)

Strong agree with @EternalShore
Religion definitely falls under "Philosophy" as it is primarily concerned with assuaging people's existential concerns and providing them with moral and ethical direction. Spot on, Lass.

 

[Pluto]

 

[Valky]

You literally said "He saved me he can save you too just give him a chance" - which is trying to convert. This should not be on this site at all.

It looks like you specifically went onto this thread as a non believer to try and spread hate because it hurt you.
If you do not want to hear about religion, don't click on it.
No one is trying to convert you.
This person is sharing what helped them RECOVER in the RECOVERY TAB.
Please don't come for someone just because you don't agree with the way they cope, that is open to them.

 

[Slimetae]

Please don't say you "couldn't control yourself." You could. Unless you were not legally sane, you had every bit of control over the actions which caused you to abuse a child. People like you are the reason I am on SaSu, who turned my life into a hellhole of misery and sex work and further abuse and self-objectification. Why do you get to be saved by some man in the sky just because you feel "sorry" you took someone's innocence? Even though you aren't even sorry, because you're excusing yourself by saying you weren't in control of your actions and you're diminishing the weight of your crime by saying it in legal terms.

Please don't say you "couldn't control yourself." You could. Unless you were not legally sane, you had every bit of control over the actions which caused you to abuse a child. People like you are the reason I am on SaSu, who turned my life into a hellhole of misery and sex work and further abuse and self-objectification. Why do you get to be saved by some man in the sky just because you feel "sorry" you took someone's innocence? Even though you aren't even sorry, because you're excusing yourself by saying you weren't in control of your actions and you're diminishing the weight of your crime by saying it in legal terms.

I was a child myself with an unhealthy view on sex. that's why I said juvenile sexual assault in no way am I diminishing my crime .I still take accountability but I'm am not my past I'm sorry that you were sexually abused you are not what that person did to you .
To everyone I haven't been here in a while I truly came because it was put on my heart too .I came to share my story I'm sorry if I offended I only wanted to uplift . Show even a person like me god shows grace and love too he lifted me out of my grave . A god who turns the evil around for good . I pray in the name of Jesus you all be healed blessed and know you are loved more then you can imagine.

 

[JealousOfTheElderly]

I am a lukewarm Protestant who used to be Atheist, then Christian, then a believer in the New Age before becoming Spiritually lost. Each day, I am trying to regain my faith and I admit, my soul feels lost. I am going through a "dark night of the soul". Thank you for sharing your journey and I am sorry that you are met with hostility. Having faith is a beautiful thing and I hope to regain mine someday because to be honest, the New Age religion feels like "empty carbs" to my soul.

 

[Lookingtoflyfree]

I love how non-religious people people sharing their point of view is immediately characterized as 'hostile'.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

It did leave me down the path of objectifying those around me my siblings anyone I could get my hands on to gratify my lust . I could not control myself it led to me being charged with juvenile sexual assault .

So you joined a religious cult just so you don't have to feel guilty anymore. Must be nice believing you've been absolved of your wrong doings by a mass murdering, torturing, cosmic dictator.

 

[wham311]

I envy people who can forgive themselves. I just do not get it at all

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I envy people who can forgive themselves. I just do not get it at all

People who've committed sexual assault don't deserve forgiveness.

 

[karakoltriste]

he's an abuser lmao

 

[quins]

So much for the "heckin'" tolerant hugbox...

 

[Lookingtoflyfree]

People who've committed sexual assault don't deserve forgiveness.

THIS! Mine didn't and this OP certainly doesn't. No wonder Jesus seems like such a great concept - someone to forgive you for unforgivable acts sounds tempting, doesn't it :D