Jealous of those who die accidentally

[Ednospatient]

Why can't I get hypothermia after a night out? Why can't I accidentally electrocute myself? Instead I'm stuck in this existence with no way out.

 

[Rational man]

I understand but to be fair, none of these people wanted to die in wars, car accidents, disease, etc. Life is fragile but it can be difficult to die!.

 

[FuneralCry]

I would personally rather die at a time of my own choosing, but I understand what you are saying, ctb really is difficult and I am trapped in this world as it is so hard to leave. I lack a peaceful and reliable way to exit and there is the fear of failure. I am envious of all those who pass away as they are free from their suffering and nothing can hurt them anymore. Life is so pointless and unnecessary after all. I know that it is awful to want to leave this world but yet be unable to.

 

[Ednospatient]

I would personally rather die at a time of my own choosing, but I understand what you are saying, ctb really is difficult and I am trapped in this world as it is so hard to leave. I lack a peaceful and reliable way to exit and there is the fear of failure. I am envious of all those who pass away as they are free from their suffering and nothing can hurt them anymore. Life is so pointless and unnecessary after all. I know that it is awful to want to leave this world but yet be unable to.

You said SN is not an option for you, may I ask why? it tastes like shit but it's a pretty peaceful way to go

 

[Britvik]

I lack a peaceful and reliable way to exit and there is the fear of failure.

Why do you lack a peaceful and reliable way to exit?
A reliable method would quell any fear of failure.

 

[FuneralCry]

You said SN is not an option for you, may I ask why? it tastes like shit but it's a pretty peaceful way to go

It is simply inaccessible for me and that is just the way things are. I am trapped in this world.

Why do you lack a peaceful and reliable way to exit?
A reliable method would quell any fear of failure.

The society tries to force us to live and does not respect our right to die. The peaceful methods are not easily accessible, so I only have the option of risky methods to end my pain.