MakinItHappen111
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- Jun 25, 2026
- 31
Now that I'm an adult and came to peace with my sexuality, i recently started noticing all of my homosexual experiences during my late childhood to early teens.
My first time was with my neighbor who was the same age as me, if i were to guess, i would have been like 8-9ish. One time, we were in his backyard where no one was able to see us, and we showed each over our cocks for some reason, and i asked "do you want to be gay?" I don't remember what he responded with but it was a positive response. for some reason we never did anything after that again.
My second time was at my Islamic high school when i was 13 years old, my friend who was in the same year as me hit my balls by accident, and i was mad at him. And he let me touch his penis, and I agreed.
Lastly, me and my old friend were best friends from 11-14 (he was 2 years younger but one grade below me), so we always used to make gay jokes with each over from the time we met to the time we stopped talking. It started with harmless jokes like "daddy chill" and other childish things that i cringe thinking about now. But as time went past, we started showing each over our penises, sending shit pics (i know we were weird), and speaking really sexually. One time when we were in the home gym at my garage, I was bench pressing, and as i lifted the bar up, he pulled his penis out and started hitting my face with it, and the other time i was dared by him to suck his penis, and i was down. but he pushed my head out of the way before i was able to do it. We always saw all of this as "being gay with the boys" and as a joke. But i definitely know deep down that he knows im actually gay, and i know that hes probably bisexual.
Its honestly hard to believe that i was a degenerate before coming to peace with my sexuality, its funny looking back now lol.
tagging my friends: @stillbelow @Lost in a Dream
My first time was with my neighbor who was the same age as me, if i were to guess, i would have been like 8-9ish. One time, we were in his backyard where no one was able to see us, and we showed each over our cocks for some reason, and i asked "do you want to be gay?" I don't remember what he responded with but it was a positive response. for some reason we never did anything after that again.
My second time was at my Islamic high school when i was 13 years old, my friend who was in the same year as me hit my balls by accident, and i was mad at him. And he let me touch his penis, and I agreed.
Lastly, me and my old friend were best friends from 11-14 (he was 2 years younger but one grade below me), so we always used to make gay jokes with each over from the time we met to the time we stopped talking. It started with harmless jokes like "daddy chill" and other childish things that i cringe thinking about now. But as time went past, we started showing each over our penises, sending shit pics (i know we were weird), and speaking really sexually. One time when we were in the home gym at my garage, I was bench pressing, and as i lifted the bar up, he pulled his penis out and started hitting my face with it, and the other time i was dared by him to suck his penis, and i was down. but he pushed my head out of the way before i was able to do it. We always saw all of this as "being gay with the boys" and as a joke. But i definitely know deep down that he knows im actually gay, and i know that hes probably bisexual.
Its honestly hard to believe that i was a degenerate before coming to peace with my sexuality, its funny looking back now lol.
tagging my friends: @stillbelow @Lost in a Dream
