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exitsimulation

exitsimulation

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Aug 30, 2022
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im ctb in 2 weeks im bedridden in pain with no carer and have been for years, i feel like a fucking little worm putting this on here but if anyone could contribute any amount whatsoever towards a bus ticket and some food money i would be so fucking gratefull i dont get my disability benefit till the 9th and i cant survive that long. i dont even have a fucking bank account just a crypto wallet. im not expecting a penny off anyone but if someone is willing to help please let me know and i can send a xmr address. please dont judge me as im not trying to beg i just literally dont have a single human on earth i can ask for help at least not in the same country as me.
 
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Yakamoz

Yakamoz

passer-by
Jun 26, 2022
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im also trying self imposed starvation every two weeks. it does good for me, makes me realise my survival insticts.
 
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exitsimulation

exitsimulation

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Aug 30, 2022
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yeah fasting can be good starving permenantly isnt though, i miss the days i could just go out and shoplift lol oh well ima drink more morphine and try sleep
im also trying self imposed starvation every two weeks. it does good for me, makes me realise my survival insticts.
forgot to say in post havent eaten or slept in 3 days already
 
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πŸ‘οΈπŸ‘ƒπŸ‘οΈ

Enlightened
Aug 14, 2022
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Coming from someone who has fasted a lot I highly recommend you at least drink as much water as you can. Also I'm not sure what kind of bus ticket you're trying to get if you're trying to get a long distance bus ticket or just a bus ticket around the city but if you call the local community resources are you call a shelter they can send you in the right direction and they can get you food and typically they can get you a bus pass as well. I'm sorry you're going through all of this. I hope you find peace from your suffering.
 
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exitsimulation

exitsimulation

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Aug 30, 2022
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just need 4 pounds for a return bus to my nearest town and a fiver for some food ideally but fuck it its a myth. i used to fast to man so yeah thats all ive been doing is 5L of water a day thanks mate im gona try and sleep im feeling dizzy
 
rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,707
Sorry you're in this position. Could you contact a food bank by phone? Or ring the Citizens Advice Bureau for advice?
 
theboy

theboy

Illuminated
Jul 15, 2022
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I encourage you to eat your favorite dish. I hope you find peace
 
wljourney

wljourney

Waiting for the bus
Apr 2, 2022
1,419
How do you pay the bus and groceries if you don't have a bank account but only crypto wallet?
And where does your welfare check go to if you don't have a bank account?

I'm so sorry you are suffering, but your story makes me a bit reluctant tbh.
I hope you can call a hotline in your area, they should be able to help w basics. Or a church?
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,707
Maybe ring your local council?
 
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πŸ‘οΈπŸ‘ƒπŸ‘οΈ

Enlightened
Aug 14, 2022
1,292
How do you pay the bus and groceries if you don't have a bank account but only crypto wallet?
And where does your welfare check go to if you don't have a bank account?

I'm so sorry you are suffering, but your story makes me a bit reluctant tbh.
I hope you can call a hotline in your area, they should be able to help w basics. Or a church?
I think it usually goes on a card
 

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