I've finally decided. The happiest month of my life and the most controvercial.

[edu0z]

Next month I enter the third year of university. I've been dragging this out for so long being a coward, thinking that I could find another way, that I could heal myself. I don't want to continue here, I can't stand it anymore I just want to leave at once.

That's why I decided, I've finally found the necessary courage. I'm going to finish with everything, and it will be before college starts... I've never been so happy... I still don't know how, but I'm going to do it before the end of the month I've already decided :)

I'm already saying goodbye to all the people I owe and I have a clear conscience (I didn't tell them I'm going to take my own life)... I am prepared and that is why I want your help.

I registered in the forum but I haven't navigated much through the... I do not understand the terminology but if I know that it is forbidden to tell someone how to commit suicide (I read it in the rules and I understand it, I guess it is for legal reasons)

That's why I don't want them to recommend me to me. I want you to share here your experience in suicide. How you have tried, and how it has gone (My biggest fear is surviving and ending up with brain damage)... In a cordial way, among friends, as if we were in a quiet place talking about something that gives us peace.

 

[Losteverythingtwice]

Welcome to the forum, my advise is to read the 'methods' an do your own research.

It's a good idea to never tell anyone you want to kill your self. I made this mistake thinking I can trust my own family... what did they do?? Call the cops.

 

[edu0z]

Welcome to the forum, my advise is to read the 'methods' an do your own research.

It's a good idea to never tell anyone you want to kill your self. I made this mistake thinking I can trust my own family... what did they do?? Call the cops.

since when is it a crime to want to stop sufiring and seek peace?

Welcome to the forum, my advise is to read the 'methods' an do your own research.

It's a good idea to never tell anyone you want to kill your self. I made this mistake thinking I can trust my own family... what did they do?? Call the cops.

since when is it a crime to want to stop sufiring and seek peace?

 

[haibiantou]

Welcome, I'm also new here... you really have to work out which method is most appropriate for you because not everyone is capable of the same things

I have a friend who jumped off the cliffs at Beachy Head, very tall place in the UK. The fatality rate is very high there, it's a hotspot. But takes a lot of guts to jump, for me I don't know if I could do it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand it is hard to carry on when you cannot take it anymore. Life is certainly very tiring. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
As for my experience with ctb, I did not get very far. I was at a desperate point but I was not prepared and I did not go through with it. My method was going to be hanging, but I was worried about being found too early. That is one of the things that holds me back as well. We deserve an peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing, it is cruel how the society takes that away from us.

 

[edu0z]

I understand it is hard to carry on when you cannot take it anymore. Life is certainly very tiring. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
As for my experience with ctb, I did not get very far. I was at a desperate point but I was not prepared and I did not go through with it. My method was going to be hanging, but I was worried about being found too early. That is one of the things that holds me back as well. We deserve an peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing, it is cruel how the society takes that away from us.

Exactly, it should be something normal that people could choose and thus say goodbye and have a happy ending without having to go to so much drama and so much taboo.