redkitsune98
Broken beyond repair
- Sep 2, 2024
- 181
Back in september and october I was a very frequent user of this forum. November/december I've not logged in at all and I want to give you guys an explanation as weill as tell you all I am back.
FIrst of all, no more of that damn asshole of an ex. I've moved on from him, and I feel fine about the fact it all ended. He wasn't good enough, he was too self absorbed and cowardly to ever work out with me. I still want love, and a new better guy will appear.
Second of all, I ain't CTBing anymore, at least not for now. Things took a weird turn in my mind over the last few weeks, and I realized I could give it all a shot. I'm gonna try to keep living my life, enjoy my time... I am also in a lot of debt, but I will try to use the government assistance programs to negotiate a deal where I can pay what I owe and be at peace with my finances.
My selfsteem is still shit, but I am trying to see a more positive approach to things, as well as value my qualities and potential, while I try to work around the traumas and depression I carry from everything that didn't work out.
From now on, I'll try to come back here every once in a while, there is a lot of people here I really care about, and I wanna keep an eye on you guys. Thank you for how much you helped me
FIrst of all, no more of that damn asshole of an ex. I've moved on from him, and I feel fine about the fact it all ended. He wasn't good enough, he was too self absorbed and cowardly to ever work out with me. I still want love, and a new better guy will appear.
Second of all, I ain't CTBing anymore, at least not for now. Things took a weird turn in my mind over the last few weeks, and I realized I could give it all a shot. I'm gonna try to keep living my life, enjoy my time... I am also in a lot of debt, but I will try to use the government assistance programs to negotiate a deal where I can pay what I owe and be at peace with my finances.
My selfsteem is still shit, but I am trying to see a more positive approach to things, as well as value my qualities and potential, while I try to work around the traumas and depression I carry from everything that didn't work out.
From now on, I'll try to come back here every once in a while, there is a lot of people here I really care about, and I wanna keep an eye on you guys. Thank you for how much you helped me
